mylifemythoughtmyemo

2009-04-24T14:10:00.002+08:00

julyn has decided to move to here

finally...

2009-04-22T15:39:00.001+08:00

Yes, I am done with exams, but not with the semester yet! I still have another assignment, 20% which due this coming 29th. Then, only I will be officially done with year 3.

I cannot wait to slack. lol. No need for my alarm to ring at 730am every morning anymore. I shall repay my sleeping debt or else, my dark circles will be permanent. Oh, the bio essense gold dark circle removal isnt working very effeciently. But I think, its still cool. Like as if I put gold eye shadow like that. LOL

I love the weather now. Sunny and clear sky, perfect time for swimming. but you know, the timing just aren't right for females. sien!

2009-04-21T12:48:00.004+08:00

I am very active in facebook these days due to exam. I am literally bound to my chair to study, so I take off sometimes playing FC. I notice there are like so many kinds of quizzes every time i log on to it, some which i seriously thing its a waste of time. One quiz which caught my attention was to guess the gender of the person in photo... its absolutely nutz.

Then, the above one is what i did today. How Malaysian are you? I got 25%! wth. I am a Malaysian, born there, raised there for more than 20 yrs and based on whether I prefer Starbucks or teh tarik, whether I like to hang out in Paris or KLCC, it is trying to tell me I need to learn to love my country. ><"

Who likes teh tarik when they can drink Starbucks? wth. the person who create this quiz do not not what the question is measuring (no validity) and I can guess the correct answer if I want to be 100% or 0% Malaysian (bad reliability).

ok. I am being random too. I got a paper at 5 later, and i still have 2 more lectures which I dont know the content yet! LOL

2009-04-20T16:36:00.001+08:00

cannot believe that I watch Man U v Everton yesterday

cannot believe that Man U lost to Everton

cannot belive that Berbatov actually missed penalty

cannot believe that Everton is in Final for FA cup

cannot believe that I only started to study for my biz law today when the exam is tmr!

cannot believe that I am so slack

cannot believe that after exam, I still need to do stat!

:(

super slack!

2009-04-18T09:39:00.003+08:00

after the paper yesterday, i went swimming. It awesome! I love the pool, love the sunny weather and the super calming and cool water! :)

then, went go JP to meet Cy. in the end, we didnt have teppanyaki. wanted to have some nice decent chinese food, so we wanted to go Din Tai Fung. And that Din Tai Fung waitress offered as a small table, right in the middle of the restaurant. wth. It was only 530pm and it was not peak and there was no crowd. We requested to change table, she insisted that its the only place for us. When we look around, it was empty ok! Unless, she sees things i don't. I was quite pissed off, gave her the look and walked out. So, we ended up in the rival, Crystal Jade. :)

then, we headed off looking for dessert. If you love ice cream and good ice cream, you can now go get the haagen daaz from NTUC. Gosh, its super cheap. About 24 or less, for two tubs, free you 2 small green tea ice cream and free 1 cooler bag! :P

Then, we smuggle the two small green tea ice cream into the cinema. haha! Green tea sounds gross for ice cream. But actually its quite nice. :) And, the movie. Knowing was scary. Nicholas Cage as usual, was good but his look still ........ haha! anyway, its disturbing to watch it after a trauma psych paper. There were several scenes on disasters. Plane crash, train collision and fire. Its really easier said than done. Providing early psychological intervention in the emergency site is totally not easy!!! Looking at people's injury and hearing people scream like there is really no tmr, scare me. I am again amazed at how ting's grandpapa did it. He is just too good! :)

Ok. I have two more papers. Business Law (SU-ed) and CS! hmmmm STUDY.

scary...

2009-04-17T15:59:00.002+08:00

You are what you eat! That's the title of the article i read yesterday.

Food that age us include:

carbonated drinks
Sausages
potato chips and fries
sugary pastrie
red meat
white rice
white bread
COFFEE

Its so OMG right. Among all, I drink coffee each day. Meaning, I am actually contributing to my aging process. FAINT. But I really cannot do anything. If I don't drink coffee, I look like a zombie, drug addict, and totally cui.

So, guess that I need to eat more good that keep us young!

Green Tea
Tomatoes
Nuts and seeds
yogurt
salmon
berries
olive oil

Hah... I am quite safe as I take yogurt and green tea very frequently. So it kinda balance things out. :)

See what exam can do to me. I was so stressed out over the Trauma paper, it turn out ok but there are only 25 ppl in class. So, the number of As are like so lil. :( Anyway, after the paper today, which is only my second paper, I begin to act as though I have no more left. Actually, I still got 2 more next week! wth right, I went for lunch, come back room watch ANTM and then I went to swim. Gosh.... madness. Then tonight, I am going to teppanyaki and watch movie. Hmmm should by Knowing by Nicholas Cage. But I wanna watch 17 again too, its to cute to not watch! :)

one down...

2009-04-14T23:55:00.002+08:00

Jap paper was ok. It was SU-ed anyway, so I did it quite relaxly. But the miserable part was the waiting part! Gosh, 5pm seems like forever! I eat, napped, snacked and sleep again... its still so early.. Wondered how many word challenge game I played in Facebook. LOL

Anyway, next paper is Trauma Psych. Hopefully it will be ok. Back to notes...

to-do-lists

2009-04-13T15:51:00.003+08:00

Life is all about to-do-lists. At least, its true for me but Im fine with it as I really prefer to live in orderliness.

To-do-list for NOW:

STUDY, STUDY, and more STUDY.

To-do-list after exam:

1) Shift to Hall 3
2) Meet up with stats girls for the 20% assignment
3) Hopefully my sis can come over to Sg
4) Celebrate Cy's birthday in Sg
5) Go back to Malacca for a week (need my facial badly)
6) Come back to NTU and start attachment on 11th May
7) ECP for cycling
8) More cycling to make full use of my bicycle
9) Swimming... my arms are getting flabbier each day
10) Weekend day trip to either Bintan or Batam
11) Try some new restaurants
12) Try Sushi Tei's collagen food (err I think its chawanmushi)
13) Shoppings
14) Catch up with my TVB dramas!
15) Start brainstorming for Graduation Project and meet evil P
15) Last but certainly not least, PHUKET trip in July.

blue and black nose...

2009-04-12T01:58:00.003+08:00

Yes, that's blue and black nose meh meh.

Actually the small one comes with the flowers. :)

I know its not V-day. But who says only V-day a girl can receive flowers? :)

Thanks Dino.

Good Friday.

2009-04-11T01:51:00.003+08:00

I slept at 4am yesterday.

Woke up at 830am.

Studied.

Ate breakfast.

Studied.

Went to Church.

Ate KFC for lunch.

Studied.

Napped for 2 hours.

Dinner and watch Cy play Dota.

Studied.

Jogged.

Studied.

Swept and mopped my room.

Studied.

Still studing and came to blog.

Still feeling damn energetic.... LOL

2009-04-09T00:50:00.002+08:00

I ate 1 packet of nasi lemak just now, then my stomach felt ill. Usually I am fine with food-poisoning, i take that as natural detoxification. But, the recent mass food poisoning in Sg which has caused two death is scaring me. But don' worry, I am fine now. :)

Then, I felt hungry. So, I ate 1 chocolate waffle and a cup of yam ice cream. *how greedy*

Just not long ago, I had my birdnest + collagen. *yummy*

y am i eating so much? :(

its the end again...

2009-04-06T15:06:00.003+08:00

I had both my listening and oral test today. It went quite well and having a language class SU-ed is in fact, quite fun! All the language teachers seem very nice and perhaps especially Jap who are extremely Kawai. :) After my oral, which was fun as I managed to talk a lot of nonsense and I do not bother about my sentence structure, I feel a lil sad. I am gonna stop taking it. I wouldnt say I have a lot of passion in it, but still its fun. I have no more SU left, so I shall not be so crazy to take level 3. Unless, my GPA is that stable, I could afford a B.

Exam is next week. Mine start on the 14th ends on the 22th. Its not completely hoo-ray after 22th, I still have one more assignment (20%) which probably due on the 29th April. Well, its a non-examinable core subject, that's why. With 4 exams, 2 SU-ed, I am actually quite slack! But I still have 2 more 50% report to hand in by 15th. See, the dates are killing me.

Goodluck people. We have gone thro' so many semester and I know each semester gets worse but you get stonger as well. Jia you.

*winks*

loss

2009-04-04T21:33:00.003+08:00

If you read the Straits TImes today, there is a huge section dedicated to personal interviews on how they and their loved one fight for days to live and how eventually, they need to part and how the remaining one managed to cope.

Its really touching to read on how these individuals managed to cope with their beloved death. The process of knowing how many months you are left with is such a torture yet, these brave people managed to pull it thro' and come out of it stronger. Now, I know the true meaning of resilience.

Death is still something very intangible and abstract to me. Its not that I never experience losses thro this cruel means, its still very difficult to utter exactly what it is! The one we cared and loved simply just vanished and dissapeared. Yea, one may say "She is gone in life, but remain alive in your memories" But we are beings who need to grab these tangible things to know we are alive. We need to talk, see and communicate to feel that person. So, perhaps, that's the reason underlying our endless pursuit for tangible rewards and eventually meaningless strings of A's.

We simply want to feel we are living!

roller coaster ride

2009-04-02T18:07:00.002+08:00

Personally, I have been on to a roller coaster ride in Genting. It was my first time and I would think its the last time as well. I dislike the feeling of getting up to the peak slowly, and that put me into a position which I have no control at all. When will I fall? This question seems forever when you are in that cart.

Sadly, life is like a roller coaster ride. For much reasons, I begin to appreciate the beauty of it. So, each time things go wrong, you know you are about to get to the right thing. Also, when things get too right, you know things are about to turn bad. WTH!

I got back my stat's HW 3, and was happy that our hard work paid of. I got back my Cognitive essay and I know we are all disappointed. Then, I opened my email, I got a hall during this summer break, which also means I have a place to stay during my internship. The best part, I got Hall 3! The best-est part, Cy got hall 16. So nice, we are still able to stay near each other!

My stomach really couldnt take the fluctuation of mood and emotion. Felt a lil dizzy. Excitement, contentment, discouragement, happy, .... watever you call it, Welcome to Emo Ride Theme Park.

touched~

2009-04-01T00:32:00.001+08:00

"I always want to make sure I am predictable so that you can see me in part of your future"

What you all think about this ar...

BF

2009-03-31T00:09:00.002+08:00

Good things about having a bf:

1) He buy you Birdnest when exam is approaching

2) He buy you new stuff toy when the old one is dirty

3) He help you proof-read your articles

4) He just stand by you no matter what

Bad things about having a bf:

1) He annoys you by doing things you don't want him to

2) He continue doing it despite you screaming at him

3) He thinks its funny after doing things even though you just screamed at him

4) He gave you the look, "What's wrong?" after doing the annoying thing.

reports....

2009-03-28T10:22:00.003+08:00

Its weekend again, and despite the fact that I only went to bed at almost 5am in the morning, I am awake at 930am automatically (biological alarm) to write my report for Cognitive. Hmmm, I have a life. LOL

But actually, I do. I begin to discover more interesting things in Cognitive psych. It may not be easy to study and learn it, which causes many psych students to walk away from it, its really interesting! :) Opps, by saying so, many ppl will start saying Im odd. Bleah~

Anyway, yesterday was my first time to Toa Payoh. Shocked~ So crowded and the even though toa payoh looks a little old and wornn down, I am surprised at what they have over at there. hehe. Btw, I was there for a MCYS talk. Hmmm, can't say much about the talk, but its not very useful. haha

Thro' that talk, I manage to get a chance to ask one of the psych yr 4 about his FYP. Well, he is doing on evo psych, which is interesting but I won't do it. LOL He was studying on baboon and spent like weeks in the zoo, observing them.... intereting hor... LOL Too bad, my participants will be less interesting human beings.

After the talk, went back to JP to meet Cy to watch 12 rounds. Well, its probably the very first few WWE production movie. According to Cy, the movie was not very well-done because the camera was a lil shaky and he felt dizzy. ><" I didnt feel anything actually. I would say the movie was ok, not fantastic. The plot was qite predictable but the most important part is that the actor was not good-looking at all... dissapointed. lol

ok, so its finally weekend, but i gotta meet Meimei and Jy later. Then, will be meeting for stat on sunday. There goes my weekend... SOB

totemo isogashi desu~

2009-03-24T00:16:00.003+08:00

It means, very busy. LoL

Have been living day-by-day, trying to catch up and clearing up my to-do-list, meet my project mates especially jiaying every single day, eat and exercise quite a lot.

3 more weeks to exam, but I have not started preparing for anything yet! Its totally unusual for me, as I usually would have done my revision through out the semester and by now, should have been starting on my second time revision. Hmmm... seems like things do change and surprisingly, I allow it to change. Oh, maybe I do not have a choice at all, given the workload. :(

Way to go:

1) Stat hw 3 (in progress)
2) Stat hw 4 (mini quiz)(not started)
3) Stat group project (in progress)
4) Cognitive presentation (in progress)
5) Cognitive formal report (not started)
6) CS essay (not started)
7) Trauma essay (in progress)

Well done and bravo hor.... given only 3 weeks, my progress seems like I have 3 months!!! Totally sucky. :(

faint!

2009-03-20T14:26:00.001+08:00

Stat's HW 3 is up.

Totally faint!

update

2009-03-19T22:45:00.003+08:00

Hey peepz, I am not closing my blog yet as I could not gather sufficient reasons to do so. Moreover, I think I need a blog to serve as a constant reminder that I have a life and its mine, thus, I can do what ever I want and I have all the control and say in it because it is mine! Its something all of us can pronounce complete ownership and others can only wish to have their say because they can never have theirs in ours. LOL

Just for update, Cy and I joined the 85km bike rally last Sunday. It was once a life time experience, we did not finish the rally because it started pouring in the middle. But the organizer was quite good in maintaining smooth pick-up from the shelters even though, we were already soaked. LOL But, I think we still manage to cycle about 40+ km. It was already tiring enough. I wonder what could possibly happen to my butt and muscle if it didnt rain. :P

Anyway, below are some pictures of us cycling toward the finishing point. I felt so relieved when I see the big FINISH. After the rally, I had one of the most satisfying meal in Carl's Junior. Yummy... :)

sien

2009-03-18T00:29:00.003+08:00

I wanted to close this blog the other day when I looked back the the archieve. Perhaps, my life need a new chapter where I can re-new my perspective of life. I think when I am too slack, I start to deviate a lot from my usual goal and forget the initial purpose my life served.

So, what's my priority? That's the question that have been lingering in my mind. Well, I couldn't thought of any answer yet, maybe I was too pre-occupied with a lot of school work which now becomes part of my life. Without doing it, I am sure I will be happier. But if I do not need to do all those work, what should I do then?

There is about 1 more month to exam and after my attachment in May-July, I will be in my final year. Graduating doesn't sound exciting at all. Future seems so vague and reality slowly unfold itself and its really not idealistic at all. And all the while, I thought life can be ideal! :(

I don't know what I want!

sucks~

new environment

2009-03-12T03:12:00.002+08:00

Its my first night in my new hall. Its my fifth room in NTU, if I consider all the legal and illegal accomodation lar. LOL But out of the 5, 3 rooms are in Hall 13. Not bad huh, such a fate or coincidence with this hall. Hopefully, they will kindly give me back this hall after the 3 months holidays. Oh, that's provided I meet the cut-off this year. If I do not, I think I will be the first student who do not get hall every year at the first round. sienz~

My new roomie is a year 2 girl from Msia also. But since she is from chinese division and her primary lingual is in chinese, I feel kind stressed talking to her. My spoken chinese used to be quite satisfactory, but I think she use quite a lot of words, which I do not comprehend. Felt so horrible.

Anyway, its gonna be the end of the semester without realizing. Time passed so quickly and work load is still that much, and things are still much unsettled. Hmm... I wonder if I will still be as lucky as past semester. Hopefully... *smile*

2 more presentations, 3 more reports, 1 essay, 2 more stat's assignments to go. Madness

kickboxing

2009-03-11T00:07:00.002+08:00

Something I never thought I will be joining but people do change huh? Cy and I enrolled ourselves in kickboxing. The training is really harsh, challenging and fun. :)

Get to know new friends too. Most of the people are foreigners, only 2 Singaporeans and 3 Malaysians. The rest are all exchange students.

I am still suffering from muscle ache from yesterday's training.

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2009-03-10T02:27:00.004+08:00

I have not been staying up late at all this semester, mainly because I wanna sleep early to gain all my natural collagen boost, but looks like I have to forgone it for time being thanks to the newly posted stat's homework. :(

I keep clicking, copied, pasted and typed. Then, I started wondering if what I did was correct. According to past history, my answer is most likely wrong. Yet, I kept doing. ><"

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Anyway, there is another news' title which got my attention again just now. One lady from Ipoh was found dead, upon falling off from the 12th floor. What's wrong with these days? I am beginning to believe that the fact that Merlion of struck by lighting indicated some bad signs. I think the Sg government is efficient enough to get the Merlion fixed so that there is no more such news. Its really saddening to keep laying my eyes on such news. That's why I don't like reading newspaper! :(

scary?

2009-03-07T22:56:00.002+08:00

The tragedy about the young Indonesian student has not really stopped and there is another incident which occured. This person, so coincidentally also from the same school as that student.

I am not sure if its a copy cat scenario, but it seems possible. Problems piled up and someone who decided to end the problems with some means somewhat gave "courage" to others or provided some new "insight" to problems solving.

really hope that there should be no more such incident. Life is precious.

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Today was swimming meet for the boys. I got sun burnt! I have ugly neck right now. :( But the event went smoothly, so was quite about it. After that, Cy and I went for Sakae Buffet. Gosh, it was only $16 and we calculated, we ate more than $60+ worth of sushis. LOL

After the sakae, we headed back to hall to sleep. Felt so piggy. Thus, we went to run C-route. Haha

things to do...

2009-03-05T00:04:00.003+08:00

I pretty amazed at how I have been checking my emails lately. So frequent that I thought I was chating. Well, I am quite irritated by the new application in yahoo where chatting is available. It makes the download of my mails very slow. Oh, now do I realise that Yahoo is very slow in sending out emails. Thinking if I should create a new mail in hotmail/gmail.

My mind seems to be splitted in to several parts, thanks to the number of reports I should be doing. Trauma Psych report, CS group project, Stat's group project, upcoming Stat's homework, Cognitive lab experiment and my other CCA commitment. Hmmm... nothing have really been put to Words or materials, thus, everything is still saved in my memory. Hopefully it doesnt crash, or else I'll faint!

What I need is just TIME, to slowly print out the "thinking" into real visible words. LOL

Anyway, I wonder if I can split myself into several Julyn tmr. Suppose to meet Amos and Ting for psych orientation meeting at 3 till 330. Then, I am also suppose to be meeting Emily to return her her textbook at 330. At the same time, I should be at north refunding someone money from VM at 330. 3 julynS tmr hur... catch her around at 33o. :( *not funny lor*

WSC tmr night, Swimming meet on sat, bike rally briefing on sun. I need to squeeze out more time.

back from home

2009-03-02T22:38:00.003+08:00

Came back from home yesterday. Home was as usual, comfortable and relaxing. :) Went for express pedicure for only RM10, now I have nice pink toes. LOL Then, shopped with my younger sister. Well, CNY was only like a month ago and there are some more clothes which I have not worn but I buy somemore. LOL Girls...

Had this very delicious meal with my family at Aunt Fatso restaurant. I really like their Cheese BeeHoon. Very special. :)

Oh, below are two photos of Modo. He has grown longer and naughtier. Fours months old already, and he likes to bite. We need to slap him each time he attempts to bite us. And, he got very excited when he sees cloths. He run with it like crazy, super fast. :)

Crazy Modo with my sis.

Need to use a lot of strength to tie him town.

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Today is the first day of school and there is this big news. A final year student stabbed his prof and commited suicide. Its quite a big hoo-haa in school. Everyone seems to know about it. The news spread pretty fast. I was shocked when I first heard it from stephie. Never really give a deep thought about it at that moment. But right now, when I think again, this person must have been really stressed and in the end, for what ever reason, he decided to do it. Its not an easy decision, yet, he couragely did it. Not trying to admire his bravery, just feel very a lot feared by what one can do when one feels the world is against him and he decides to turn inward.

The prof survived the stabs but he unfortunately died. I was hoping that he will stay alive. At least, his family will stand with him. Haizz... sad.

Good and Eat-a-lot day

2009-02-24T23:54:00.003+08:00

Its a good day because I finally got a hall of my own! Make it even a better news, I got Hall 13!!! The same hall as Cy. He said he wanna buy walkie-talkie. ><" But I am quite excited over it. Finally, SAO do something good. Bleah~ I ate a lot today. :( quite depressing. Ate breads and coffee for breakfast. Then, I brought apple for lunch to work, but my colleague asked me for lunch. I was feeling quite hungry. So, I ate nasi lemak! At night, cy and I cycled to Boon Lay market for Botak Jones. Then, I just ate ice cream. Oh no... am i turning fat again?

Cy's Cajun Chicken. I like the mashed potatoes. Very yummy.

My fish and chip.

Something that some of you have asked. The photograph of our bicycle. Mine is the one is red. :) Cycling is more tiring than jogging, something which I discovered recently.

turning deaf?

2009-02-23T16:27:00.002+08:00

Finally, I went to see the doctor after one week of ear blockage. I could not hear properly, and experience that super annoying imbalance pressure in my left ear. Sometimes, I gets so irritated that I walk back to hall just to sleep for 20 minutes because I feel much better lying down.

Doctor today said it was due to the flu I had 2 weeks back, the phlegm stucked in my eutachian tube. :( Sound so damn disgusting! So, he gave me numerous pills. Altogether he gave me 4 types, and some soluble vitamin C. I didnt know such small matter need so much medicine. Everyone ask me to pinch my own nose and blow until the pressure balances itself. The doctor warned not to do that anymore! lol.

I hope I will get better asap. He said if I cant get better by this thurs, I might go deaf. haha Jk lar. He just ask me to go back and see him.

update...

2009-02-23T00:44:00.004+08:00

Upon reading Jane's blog, I think I understand her lost of motivation in blogging. Cy also noticed that recently, my blog lacks of photos and most posts were only words. Well, I am not using my cyber shot K810i anymore, so I don't really take a lot of photos anymore.

Last Friday, went to TCC with Manic, Jieyang and Cy. Were there to celebrate Xian's birthday! :) The food was good but a lil pricey.

Btw, cycling has been a clear trend in my life. Cy and I have fully utilized our valentine's day present. Cycled to JP again yesterday for midnight movie, Slumdogs Millionaire. Its really quite a nice movie. I like the young kid, he is so cute. :) The scene in which he jumped in to the pool of poops was classic. This movie managed to capture the essence of life in India. Cy said that he was relieved that he made the decision not to go there 3 years back. :)

Anyway, met Jane and GL today at the food court near City Harvest. And guess what, they were with their new bicycle! Bravo ya. We gonna join the 85km bike rally on 15th march! Can't wait..:)

Oh, I finally completed my Org Comm essay. 2000 words were not easy but it turned out to be quite satisfactory. Didnt know that Cs papers also follow APA style. Was quite stunned when I saw it. LOL Anyway, Cy helped me quite a lot. Poor him, gotta read my essay so many times. hehe

I should be able to start on my cognitive experiment protocol tmr. And I am so not looking forward for work on Tuesday. :( Hopefully, they will give me more hand-on job le, I don't wanna spend 6 hours reading on social-cognitive skills.

tired?

2009-02-20T10:09:00.002+08:00

"I am very tired". The most common sentence which I have been saying and hearing everyday. I started to wonder if studying and doing project really that tiring. But then, I felt much better when I compared it to working A day as an intern. LOL

After WSC yesterday, Cy and I cycled out of school for dinner+supper. Reached hall about 1130pm. I started looking at my textbook for Comm Org, bleah! Super irritating. Even though I got the rough idea/approach for my paper, I still lack of materials and information. And then, CS has their own library which I heard students whom are not from CS could not access. WTH. I do not want to risk faking my identity and smuggle inside. So paiseh if got found out, and chase out. I kena before in SBS school. :P

Term break starts tmr, but I think most of us will not have any break. I had allocated my weekends for my CS essay. Monday and Tuesday for that paper too (I can see I can't finish it) as well as Stat's lit review.

Wed, I will be spending the entire day in the zoo (do bu tsu en, in jap). Cool huh? Its such a cute name! I hope the event will go smoothly.

Thursday, shall be meeting Ting and all for Stat project meeting. I was suppose to go home on Thursday morning. :( Looks like I need to postphone it till evening. haiz

Be back on Sunday. The problem is when should I be doing my Cognitive project???? *faint* Trauma individual essay also dunno when! *frust*

not easy...

2009-02-17T23:41:00.002+08:00

After CNY and the very well celebrated V-day, recess week finally is coming. Its arrival signals the mid of the semester. Looking back, I have not really completed anything productive except for the cognitive lab report. Besides that, I really did not do anything, as this semester there ain't any mid-term for me.

But I suddenly realise there are a lot to do. Need to start to work on my individual report for organizational comm which due during the recess week, stat's group project, trauma individual essay, and org comm's group project. *sigh* I really need a big big alarm to wake me up from my sleeping mode!

Apart from assignment, VM's zoo excursion is next WED. So, there will be some meetings and preparation to do. Plus, I am going home. No time arr.... *faint*

Started my attachment today in Ovspring. Its a developmental clinic. All I can say is, its damn tiring! I found out that the routine of 9-5 is really very torturing. I was so hungry by the time I ended work, even though i had a pau for tea at 430pm. Rushed to JP to meet Cy for dinner. I even asked him to help me order cause I want eat once I reach. I was that hungry! :)

Horrible.

Jap test on this Thursday. Even though I am quite sure I am gonna SU it, still need to spend time on it. sien~

not easy

2009-02-16T22:07:00.002+08:00

Well, cy and I just got back from cycling and kickboxing. Kickboxing was quite a challenge when I think I am the smallest there. Only 3 girls were there, including myself. Then the other 2 girls were exchange students and they look stronger. bleah...

But I enjoyed the physical exercises. :)

Tmr, I will start my attachment. Starting now with one day a week. That means my only free day of the week is gone! Further justify my decision to use 2 SU this semester. hehe...

Anyway, gem of life ended! The ending was ok, but I am glad Jessica didnt turn mad, sylvia and calvin were together and so did Constance and Terrence. But they didnt show Elise anymore. Will be much better if they further elaborate the ending. :)

our special day~

2009-02-15T19:07:00.005+08:00

I started to ask for my present from Cy that midnight of 13th feb. Then, he insisted on not giving me until the next day. I said, its already next day le... yet, he insisted. Haiz. First time he didnt give in. Bleah.

Anyway, that friday, we woke up for breakfast as usual. Had some toast and egg. I was looking forward for the celebration and dinner and everything else. So, did not pay attention during lesson. :P

Cy manage to reach back from work at about 530. So, we bathe and get ready. At the same time, I keep bugging him for my present. LOL He finally gave me. Its a white bikini. Then, he gave me 9 roses. very pretty. :)

The bikini

nice... :)

Then, we headed down to town for the jap buffet. Well, I can say that the dinner was not amazing. The ambience was not very particular nice too. But its a once-a lifetime dining experience though. The chef is really from japan and there were several other japanese dining there. THey speak very loudy in japanese. LOL Then I can understand a few words. :P

Oh, talking bout the food, its all RAW. everything is raw. Then, the chef will start to serve you whatever he likes. They started with appetizers, a plate of sashimi, then they place one plate in front of us. That's where they start to non-stop putting what they feel like serving. haha. weird huh.

The plate of sashimi.

sushis...

Cy didnt really like that place. He was quite frightened by the amount of raw food. :) I was ok with it.

After the food, we were damn bloated thus, walked around orchard. Then, watch the movie, "The other end of the line". The movie was ok but we could not stand the indian actress. She is actually quite pretty but its just plain weird. LOL

Finish the movie at about 2am. Cab back to NTU. Super ex... :P When we reached, cy asked, 'what if the bikini is ur only present?' I said, NVM lor.. then he gave me this box of chocolate from marks and spencer.

Then, he brought me outside and showed me what he prepared as the REAL gift. BICYCLE!!! He bought one for me and one for himself. *excited* So, we cycled one round around the halls. LOL

Ok. damn tired. time to sleep.

Next day, its the real valentine's day. Went to swim in my new bikini. white is a lil transparent though. :P

After swimming, we cycled to JP for dinner and movie. 199 route isn't that easy. Quite a distance and the slopes were killing my leg muscle. :P

And guess what. We went Kuishinbo for dinner. LOL faint... I am gaining so much weight due to v-day. :P

Oh, and he bought me another rose that day. He say other girls all carring roses, I must have one too. So crazy....

Outside the cinema. We watch Benjamin Button. Its a very nice movie! :)

That's all for our v-day.

valentine's day

2009-02-13T07:14:00.002+08:00

Valentine's Day or Saint Valentine's Day is a holiday celebrated on February 14 by many people throughout the world. it is the traditional day on which lovers express their love for each other by sending Valentine's cards, presenting flowers, or offering confectionery.

Until today, its still a very important day ya, for many lovers. :) Especially in the NTU, this entire week was filled with many stalls selling flowers, chocolates, bears, and other v-day related gifts.

Cy and I will be celebrating v-day today in conjunction with our 6 years and 6 months anniversary. :) Moreover, it will definitely be cheaper even though some places already increase their price. haiz

Update more about the outing ya. :)

Happy Valentines' Day ppl....

tagged by Nee..

2009-02-10T20:53:00.002+08:00

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you....

1) I was doing my Japanese Language revision

2) I am hooked to online shopping especially for dresses

3) I ate 3 pieces of bread and 8 pieces of biscuit today!

4) I cleaned my room because I thought I ate too much.

5) I want to jog but Cy is currently sick.

6) Valentine's day is coming and I cant wait for it! :)

7) Meimei calls me 'running nose'. *glare*

8) I am not studying at all. :(

9) I cant wait for Gem of Life to end. I want to know what happens in the end.

10) I dreamt that my dog gave birth... but my dog is a male! ><"

11) I miss my bedroom.

12) I have extreme crave over ice cream.

13) I am still coughing since CNY. :(

14) I still have new clothes un worn since CNY yet, i buy some more that day.

15) I need to get a jog, tuition but no one wants to hire me. *sucks*

16) I played DOTA just now and my lr sucks.

17) BOH's green tea is super bitter. Lipton is better.

18) I enrolled myself for kickboxing lesson. :P

19) I wanna join the cycling competition, 85km! :) yay

20) I am thinking if I should join psych orientation commitee

21) I am getting annoyed by projects and reports.

22) Cy is sick and I am so bored seeing him sleeping. :P

23) I hope he gets well by V-day.

24) Oh, and I ruined my own surprise for v-day by peeking into his laptop. :(

25) I am completely random.

update

2009-02-08T21:53:00.002+08:00

I think I am too lazy to blog. Or maybe I was really preoccupied with lots of stuff. Ever since the return from home after CNY, i am still sick due to cough and running nose. :(

Oh, not forgetting that Cy and I went Kuishinbo AGAIN last week for fun. No special occasion, we just want to have nice time sitting down and have some jap food. :)

Yesterday went down to Clarke Quay for his ISRG Dota competition. Well, his team didnt win. Quite sad but the good thing is we got off early and get to go kiakia in town. We walked from Clarke Quay to City Hall. Then we realise that we were at Bugis. Haha Didnt know the distance was so short. But I think Orchard is too far to reach if we were to walk. So, took bus to orchard instead. :P Had fun walking around, get to see many new things. Saw the toy museum but it didnt look very interesting from the outside. :P

And guess what, I didnt know that Botak Jones is in Orchard too! :P Not bad huh. Get go there if we need to have tight budget meals. :)

We had dinner in Shokudo. My first time there. I would say I prefer Marche, better food selection though.

Anyway, I am pretty busy and loaded with work! Even today, a SUNDAY, I gotta meet Jy and Meimei for report writing in school. Damn sien. I forgone my swimming for that lar. P better give us good grades! :P

V-day is coming. cant wait~ :P

CNY~

2009-02-02T07:54:00.002+08:00

Its always fun during New Year. Always I will have many new clothes in the wardrobe waiting for me and as usual, I never finish wearing them during New Year. :)

Preparation for reunion lunch and dinner was fun back home. Baked mini-pies for everyone. Lunch was typical chinese food, fish, vege, soup, pork, fried bee hoon, sea cucumber, chicken, etc. I think my family eats most pork during CNY. Maybe its a once a year thingy. LOL Dinner was steamboat, which is good but too much variety so, I just eat a lil of everything.

My family didnt wear red at all this new year because my aunt said its OX's year and Ox are afraid of red, so we cannot wear red. ><" So dotz but it makes a lot of sense, so we all didnt put on anything redish. LOL Then, as usual, first place I visit is my aunt's place. My cousin help me put on a fake eye-lash. Gosh, its super long and volumized. Hmmm, but i think i prefer my own one. LOL More natural. :P Next house, my mom's best fren. That's where the first gambling session started! RM5 is the minimum bet! Faint~

Second day, went to a few of my uncle's place. Went Cy's house for lunch. Met all his family members again and like last year, the food was great! Helped out in the kitchen too. I was so shocked when his mom asked me to cut the brocolli, but I think I was too nervous I cut the brocolli too big. So, she made me cut again! :( LOL

Oh, and I fell sick during CNY! Faint. So, I went to bed at 1030pm~! Then my relatives came over at 12am, to sing K. Faint.........

Third day, I met up with a fren. So, chatted like for 4 hours plus over lunch. Super long. :) But I think its going to a year ahead to see him again. :)

Fourth day, wasnt feeling good too but need to visit my aunt whose house is damn far away from mine. Drove there with mom and sis. She is doing good, but a lil older than I can remember. Then, I persuaded her to come my house to play mah jong. HAha

Later at night, friends (beng, irene, damian, calvin, hay, kok soon, eng lai... ) came over for one final gamble session before I come back to NTU. And guess what, they gambled until the next day 7! I loose my voice over the night. haha...

Ok. I am just blogging on what happened. its fun to escape and have some fun but right now, seeing the work i need to do, I feel like going home again~ :(

superb~

2009-01-23T16:30:00.003+08:00

Today is such a good day and I hope the luck that is with me right now will follow me forever. :) Sometimes, I realise that luck plays damn important role in everything! No matter how hard you try or how much time and effort was spent on getting the goal, with out, you just feel like killing some one. And funny is, even though you did not do a single thing, things just comes into your life, for entirely FREE~ That's how that little but important thing can make a difference! :)

Firstly, when I woke up, I emailed C to ask the outcome of the attachment, and then she replied so quickly within 5 minutes and said I GOT IT! So happy... one thing out of my mind.. :)

Then, met Aug for lesson and the lecturer asked who can help the class by volunteering to photocopy the textbooks. Aug volunteered for the first book, then the other guy from the back row volunteer the second book, and when he asked for the volunteer for the third book, I volunteered! Haha... anyway, I will still accompany Aug to photocopy so might as well lo. Plus, its only ONE chapter from the book. Then, the lecturer said since I volunteered, I can keep the book. *faint* Thanked him... (btw Jane, its Yap, M. ) LOL

alright, then Aug was so nice to bring bout like 4 books of fullscap paper because he knows I usually spent to buy them. He even gave me a notebook. :) Yay, then no need to waste money buying them. *smiles*

Went to the pool to swim. One the way there, it was quite cloudy and gloomy. Was hoping that it won't rain! The cloud was really big and black already. But heng, once I stepped into the pool compound, it was sunny again! haha... fun.

Alright, hopefully I can continue to be this happy ya. Going back tonight. CNY is gonna be great. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!

till then~

completely random

2009-01-20T16:47:00.002+08:00

I just finish swimming. Swimming is good as it takes whatever out of my mind. Even though its temporary, but I enjoy the peace each time I dip my head beneath the water. Especially with the sun shinning through, the glimpse of light piercing the water was great. :)

Had to start working on my first paper this semester. I need to get it done before I head home this Friday. Sg CNY official holiday is only 2 days but I am going to declare my own holiday for the entire week. I want to do so but yet, I know exactly how many lessons I am not attending plus all the participation marks. bleah~

Nevertheless, I still can't wait for CNY. Its time again to meet everyone. Baking sessions, reunion sessions, gambling sessions, chit chat sessions, .... can't wait. Yet, I could anticipate the feeling of lost after the festival. You know... tat kind of BACK TO REALITY.... sigh~

Anyway, I went for an interview yesterday for attachment. I never felt so intense and apprehension. Choked le... Haiz. Couldn't imagine the day I am going for a real job interview. Rejections is always not easy to face but I need to learn, in life, there ain't always acceptance. *cross finger* I really hope they could kindly accept me and bear. :)

Oooo... another random thing. Gem Of Life is getting so exciting. I cannot believe that Elise is so wicked! Poor Will and ah Wo. Its a complicated drama.... :)

Ok. I shall stop babbling random stuff. Need to get ready to go JP. Pedicure and Hair cut. :)

outing with the malaccan

2009-01-19T00:01:00.002+08:00

People say its not the place nor what we do matters, its the gathering and the people who are there. That's exactly how I feel, also Cy about yesterday's outing to Settler.

First of all, need to thank bengkim, the main organizer of the night. I think all the malaccans had fun. People present, Beng and Irene, Jand and GL (the only non-malaccan), Daphne, Elaine, Jeeva and Damian.

It has been a while since the malaccans gathered. :) Its fun to have such gathering and of course its often rare and difficult to put everyone together.

Next gathering, NTU hall 13 ya!

update

2009-01-15T08:12:00.003+08:00

CNY is coming and it should be week 4 that week. However, I will pon all the lectures and tutorials for that week, which is actually not a very good thing as all my packed days are Wed and Thurs. Hmmm, R is the best because he gives us a break! Bleah... I wonder why F didnt, he should be the one who fancy such big day.

Anyway, things are still pretty unsure. I am still contemplating between 2 electives (Organizational communication or Media in America). Both the lecturers are/were journalists, so I am so afraid being graded by them. *intimidated*

On 13th Jan, Cy and I went Annalaksmi for dinner for 6 years and 7 months anniversary. LOL. That place is one of my favaurite dining place as we are free to pay the amount that we are comfortable with. So, we paid $15. I had my poori, which was huge and good!

Another funny thing which we discovered was that brocolli in Sg is super cheap! $.65 only! Gosh, so we had already bought 2-3 of it. LOL And made some salad with it. Yummy~

Brocolli, cherry tomatoes, cheese, ham and itallian salad dressing~

2009-01-12T08:10:00.004+08:00

Can't believe that my new Samsung F480 woke me up today.

Can't believe the first thing I do when I woke up was to on my laptop.

Can't believe the second thing I do was to log on to http://www.livescores.com/

Can't believe that ManU beat Chealsea yesterday. 3-0.

Can't believe I woke up this early in week 2 to go to the Lib.

Happy Birthday daph...

2009-01-11T21:50:00.003+08:00

Its 2009, can you believe it. Its like 23 years after 1986, the year of tiger when most of us were born. And without realising, I am really a few years in my adulthood. Didnt really feel that much changes but I know things changed. bleah...

Anyway, daphne is in Singapore now! I could not remember when was the last time we actually celebrated her birthday. 4 yrs ago? But she is my primary school friend and will be in my longest-known friend list. :)

Really glad that you are in Sg, daph. :) Happy Birthday once again.

Group pic in waraku~

Cy and I bought new hp today. He bought samsung Omnia and I chose F480. Both the phones are very cool, touch-screen, 5 mp camera, big screen... :)

Anyway, I changed my sg number. So, pls update ur phonebook k. :)

Tmr is the beginning of week 2. I hope CNY will come faster so that I can go home and enjoy before starting the semester seriously. hehe

First day of class

2009-01-08T01:25:00.003+08:00

Finally, I stopped my slacking days at 930am this morning. Began the new semester with Stat Lab, which the lesson was kinda dry and boring. But I think, Ringo is always that good and passionate in teaching. :)

After the lesson, went JP with Ting, Xian and Jieyang to buy Meimei's birthday present. :) We hang around Charles & Keith for almost an hour just to make sure we get what Meimei wanted yet, after much of descriptions between Xian and Jy over the phone and several MMS sent by Ting, we still failed to get the correct one! LOL. Later, we also get her a very sweet pearl necklace from Chomel.

In the end, we were late for out lesson, Trauma Psych. Well, I really like Fred. He is so funny and can really talk non-stop! 3 hours of lesson without break. :P *tired*

Readings have already started accumulating but I think there are still no reading materials ready. Shall start getting them asap.

Dinner at Din Tai Fung was so-so. Expected much better food from them. Even crystal jade which never my fav was better. Haha. But I still feel their Yam paste and Red bean paste xiao long bao were special. :)

Tmr will be the first WSC session for this semester. Wonder how are the boys now. :)

getting started..

2009-01-06T09:11:00.000+08:00

Its not easy to start all over again. I guess I am feeling a little tired of the repetitive cycles: Beginning of semester, reports, projects, group meetings, tutorials, lectures, study, exam, results. People say university life is the best, I think its partly true because the only fun part is the holidays after exam. However, the rountine is seriously crazy and driving me nuts.

Well, I think those who are working is worse. They lives are even more routine and worse still, they are resposible to their employers and always susceptible to workplace competition. So, again, dilemma. Study better or working? Hmmm... not doing anything is the best right. LOL

I am quite confused and stressed over my time table. When its not settled, I cannot continue to what I want to do next! Sucks... I hate uncertainty. Pretty sure that I am taking trauma psychology. The thought of taking 2 lab modules is freaking me out as its like 2 mini FYP. :( But the good side is, there is no exam for lab modules! *so irritating*

Attachment is another major headache! What if I cannot get any. CAO just declined my intern with NIE. Wth right. I have no idea what's her problem. NIE ain't any organization. :( Sucks. Now, need to own source somemore. *feel like giving up*

Hopefully, I am just over reacting. *gasp* Everything need to settle down. And shall happily welcome the new lunar year. :P

Before school reopens...

2009-01-05T13:26:00.002+08:00

School starts officially today but there is no lesson today for me. Woke up a while ago, and start staring that the com for subject registration. I hate the time table this sem. :( Everything still seems very much unsettled. Haiz

Anyway, Cy and I went camping at ECP last weeked. Wanted to do this for very long already but always there is no time and no chance. We were lucky that the weather was good. :)

The bicycles we rented for the entire night only at $5 each le! Super cheap right. From 630pm till 9am.

Saw this huge sand castle along the way. Not bad har... Maybe can try to build next time. :)

Our tent. Its too small for Cy's height. Lol. The whole night we keep waking up. Very difficult to sleep. haiz..

Play some sparkles too. CNY mood d. :P

and Frisbee. Its fun. :)

And the next day, we woke up bout 8. Too late for sun rise. LOL but had macdonald's breakfast. haha...

Reached NTU bout 12pm. rested a while in hall before heading to IMM for shopping! :) Oh, and that IMM ceased their shuttle bus service from Jurong point le. So sad right. Now, need to take train there already. Haizzz

But shopping in IMM was crazy. Cy and I bought so many things.

okay. school starts and I need to study!!! *must remember that*

Month of Dec..

2009-01-03T14:42:00.003+08:00

I am back in NTU. I enjoy the fast internet connection here but I miss my home badly. I miss the home cooked food, the convenience of driving to where ever I want to, my attached bathroom, TV, my threadmill, and of course my family. :)

And my family went for photo shooting in MP. Its only RM60 for the photo shoot. It includes make-up for all of us except for my dad, a free photo frame, and 2 6R photos.

me and sis

And Dino came back one of the weekend on 13th December. Had dinner at Kampachi. The japanese buffet was good but the variety still loose to that in Kuishinbo. :)

Christmas was a blast! My sis and I planned a family dinner. We prepared so much for it. Made chicken pie, baked mixed fruit cake, some cookies, salad, bought turkey and braised duck for the main and last but not least vanilla ice cream + sago for dessert. :)

After Christmas, went up to KL with Cy, Weehock and Jen. As I mentioned, the trip was fun fun fun. :)

Outside Bubba Gump. I love this place. :)

Outside Italiannies.

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School starts on Monday officially but I think I have no lesson on Monday. LOL
Feel a lil lethargic after all the happenings back in Malacca. Now, I am gonna look forward for Chinese New Year. Can't wait for all the ang paus, gathering sessions, mah jongs, and of course wearing all my CNY clothes! hehe

The new Jurong Point is huge! This photo is taken in NewYork NewYork yesterday. :)

KL

2008-12-29T00:44:00.002+08:00

Went up to KL with Cy, WeeHock and Jen yesterday for a 2 days, 1 night trip. Started out journey at 10am from Malacca. Cy drove and we finally reach our hotel at bout 1230pm. It was so crowded at the lobby, and I think its full house that night. Man, its festive season, people just ignore the significant economic downturn and still spend like mad. :)

Anyway, after checking in, we headed straight to 1-utama. Hah, ate in Italiannies, one of the finest italian restaurant ever! I love their complimentary bread. :) Yummy. Then started our shopping spree. Bought a pair of bling bling sandal from Nose, one top from FOS and a skirt from Seed.

Then, we went to Curve for Forest Gump Shrimp restaurant. This restaurant super delicious shrimps. Fresh and special. :) Walked around Curve and Cineleisure before going to Sky Bar.

Then, on our way to Sky bar, we were lost! Drove like 2 hours before reaching Traders Hotel. Crazy right.... :P Anyway, when we finally reached the bar situated at the 33rd floor, its already 1am. Had Vodka and this time, i finish the entire glass by myself. So, I ended up leaving the bar red! :P

And today, before we came back to Malacca today, went to Mid Valley and bought myself 2 blouses. :) Not bad ar.....

Over all, its a fun trip! So wanna go back KL again. :)

Results were out at 12am just now. Its ok overally but its a little sucky for 307! :P

Merry Christmas

2008-12-24T11:44:00.002+08:00

Hey peepz.... its finally Xmas eve. Tmr, shall be one of the greatest and favored celebration day! :) There are tonnes of preparation to do though. Need to collect the turkey breast which we ordered from Cold Storage, buy some baking ingredients and last but not least buy present! :)

My Christmas tree, now only shadowed 2 pressie, bought my dad and younger sis. Hmm, my mom, me and my youngest sis need to go shopping today! :)

Okay, just a short updates!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE~

life at home...

2008-12-18T21:00:00.002+08:00

It has been a week, I think since I am home. Its really great as everything is so convenient and comfortable! Had been pretty packed with many many plans each and everyday.

Regularly attended yoga lessons every Monday and Wednesday. The lessons are always fun and the most important part is that... IT IS FREE~ :) The yoga teacher is a guy, but he is really good.

Then, my sister and I have enrolled ourselves in a personal make-up course! Learned how to draw brows and eye shadow the first 2 days. During the 3rd and 4th, we learned day make up. :) Quite interesting hor. I looked so different with full make up. Liquid foundation, concealer, powder foundation, eye base, eye shadow, liner, mascara, brow, blusher, and lastly, gloss! Gosh, it takes 1 hour to do everything! :)

Cy was back last weekend. We had a great night out. Went kia-kia at Dataran and mahkota, and we realised that Malacca had changed so much! Had a very satisfying meal at Kampachi. Their jap buffet really improved quite a lot. :) Oh, we sat Eye On Malaysia too. Its not very fascinating though, most likely due to the fact that we need to share the carriage with another couple. sien.. We went Jonker Street too and we met Wei Feng there!!! Super surprising to meet him there... small world~

All right, I know this is such a boring post, there are no photos at all!! But I do not want to get frustrated over the slow connection here at home! :)

I shall end this post with a lil note for my poor Dino who is alone in NTU due to internship.

Dear Dino,

I am blogging because I dont want you to see similar post in my blog when u log in here tonight. I hope you are doing fine for your internship. Do take care of yourselve k. Pls look forward for our KL trip next weekend. I think we won't so sueh le. Will not have demostrators in KL bah~~ hehe

Love ya,

WLUEK

Updates...

2008-12-11T16:31:00.003+08:00

HH, Jy, Xian and Qi.

Ting, me, Yam, and MM.

All of us. Yep, its only 8 of us. Stephie fell sick. *get well soon ya*

I just got those pictures from QI's blog. It was the dinner and gift exchange at Waraku.

I am home right now. Just baked some egg tart following the recipe from JoN's blog. Well, it turned out to be ok but just little not sweet enough. So, I think in the end, only my ah ma will fancy it. :)

All right, I need to work on my threadmill again. Been eating alot.

Happy

2008-12-10T12:41:00.001+08:00

I had my interview just now for my internship. Well, she did not take me in directly but she was very helpful. So, I am now very excited because she gave me a lot a lot of other options! :)

Happy!

I need to go home now! Cya

2008-12-10T01:43:00.002+08:00

Went to meet Manic for dinner at Waraku just now. The food was mediocore, I had curry katsu don. Then we had gift exchange for Christmas! :) Thanks Qi for the scarf from F21. I will use it for Christmas. :)

(No pics as they are all with Qi)

I am going home tmr. Have to stop myself from over dosage of cereals, biscuits and TVB drama. Need to go home to spend some time with my family and have healthy home cooked food!

2008-12-08T02:18:00.003+08:00

My sister and cousins are here in Singapore. Brought them around Orchard today. Thank goodness that it was not raining, or else we will not be able to see the pretty lightings this year! Well, the decoration was way better than the one they had last year. :)

Outside Shaw. Its nice because it moves, but a little too childish. LOL

Outside Paragon. This is one of the nicest tree. :)

Outside Tang's. If there is competition, I think Tang's should win. The best decoration, well litted, and classy. :)

Inside Wheelock. :)

Alright, I need to bathe and sleep. Heading down to Bugis tmr. :) Oh, I am very happy today cause I bought a new dress at only $19.90!! :)

outings~

2008-12-06T14:53:00.003+08:00

On thursday, I went Bugis with Qi and Stephie. Hah. Had a satisfying meal at soupspoon. Well, the soup was delicious but the serving was huge! OMG. I bowl of pumpkin soup made me feel so full! QI and steph can eat with sandwich somemore! :P Anyway, they didnt finish in the end. :)

Then, we walk around to see what's nice to buy. Well, shopping time is really now! Xmas sales! I saw a nice Guess purse, still thinking if I want to buy it or not. After discount, its really cheap for Guess but still well above normal purses price. Haiz. *still thinking*

Then, on friday, Met up with Jane and Daphne! Oh gosh, it has been a while since i last met Daphne. Hopefully, during her 3 months interns in Singapore, we can meet up more often before he return to Aus. Went Vivo.

In forever 21. I bought another pair of tights.

Well, actually I bought one in Bugis but then, when I tried it, its not very tight! Can die. A loose tights, can u imagine? So ugly. Haiz. In the end, the one in F21 is much better. :P

Cy, GL and Beng joined us later for dinner at Marche. :) I love the salad! Can u spot the mountain for salad in front of me? :) Its only $8.50.

All of us.

the 3 girls.

Oh, my HP is breaking down! The msg system screwed up! So, pls call me if its urgent. Haiz. Need to get it repaired~ :( Its my birthday present from Cy. I hope it can be repaired.

Gotta prepare for dinner. Chaoz. Enjoy this festive month~ Woo hoo.. :)

dramas~

2008-12-04T01:27:00.002+08:00

I think besides eating, what I feed myself most these days is TVB dramas. I started watching GEM OF LIFE which I thought I would not watch at all because its 80 episodes! Super lengthy and I hate wasting all my time on the complicated and lenghty plots. Hah, but what I have right now is time. Its holiday but I am like rotting. :( I hope to get back home asap so that even though I rot, I rot better. I miss my bed, the air cond, home cooked food and my yoga lessons. LOL.. :)

Irene introduced http://www.asian-dramas.com/ to me last Monday. Its really superb. But I think the list of TVB drama there have been watched by me. Haiz! I totally redeemed my TV debt. :)

eat eat eat

2008-12-03T01:33:00.004+08:00

Have been munching and eating a lot again these days. Having dessert almost every night after dinner. Haiz! I know I should not be complaining or else, the entire anorexia issue will once pop up. But, really le... I gained weight! :(

Cy started his Internship already. So, today, met him for dinner in JP. Tried out the new outlet there. The food is so so only.

Soup pasta.

Cy's creamy pasta.

Ice cream from Anderson.

Managed to catch a movie too. Four Christmases was funny! It gave us the feeling that CHRISTMAS IS COMING! I love christmas. But I think this year, Cy and I can't celebrate it together. Perhaps, we shall celebrate it earlier before I go home.

We walked back from Jp back to Hall after the movie. Its the third time this week. LOL I know, we are crazy. :P

Weekends~

2008-12-01T11:56:00.002+08:00

Due to the irritaing demostrators in Bangkok, the ruined by planned holidays! So, no choice, Cy and I had to spend our weekend in Singapore. Went Marche for dinner last Saturday. Its my first time there, and even though the food is a little pricey, but its really good! The variety was superb. :)

Mushroom soup

Handmade pizza

Crepe of the week~

The following day, we wanted to go ECP to cycle. Then, the weather spoilt everything. Haiz. Ting said it was gloomy in the east side. Steph say it was pouring at cityhall area. Haiz~ So, had to change plan. Cy and I went Queensway instead. Went to buy his new futsal nike boots.

Had this for evening tea! Katong Laksa.

Then, went to Anchor Point. Its really a much better place compared to the crowded Queensway mall. Had KFC there. I really miss Msia's KFC.

Dessert, ice cream from IKEA.

Home...

2008-11-27T13:33:00.002+08:00

I think most of you are concern. Thanks a lot! The thing is I am not going to Bangkok anymore. I dunno whether its a good thing or not, Cy say we should feel blessed because we escaped the blast, escaped the possible danger and escaped being traped there. I think its quite logical to feel that way but I was so so so looking forward for that trip. And now, its over. Irritating protesters!!! :(

Anyway, I went back home on last Sat. Had been slacking and lived like a happy girl again. Hah! Went for facial, baked 2 banana cakes, slept in my super comfy air-cond room, movied with my sisters (IGOR), and joined 2 free yoga lessons.

My mom rented the shop lot to a yoga teacher. So, all family members are free. Super good right. But I suffer some muscle aches due to all the streching and flexing! LOL But I always always love yoga. :)

Anyway, I managed to finish 2 TVB dramas just in my one week holiday after my last paper. Super crazy right. One Last Standing was a nice movie but the ending was not good. The Four, also was quite funny but not good ending. Why all shows do not have good endings??!!

Hopefully, the book which I am finishing soon will have good ending. The Kite Runner is really a good book. So many many unexpected things occured along the way. I am gonna finish soon. Anyone interested in reading, can borrow from me! :)

Alright, since we cant go Bangkok. We better plan a good good weekend outings before Cy starts his intern on this coming Monday. :)

holiday

2008-11-22T22:14:00.001+08:00

Going back tmr...

I have been slacking ever since the last paper. Started reading the book Dr Cha gave me. The Kite Runner .

Oh, not forgetting the TVB Drama which I started. Last One Standing. :)

DONE~

2008-11-20T17:42:00.002+08:00

Yep, officially done with the finals. It was super tiring but I must say that it was fun though. Had been studying with Cy, Frank (his neighbor) and Brenda (his gf). Only four of us in the JCRC meeting room, so we basically like use all the stuff there. Write notes and draw mind map on the white board, ta pau food and eat there, brings lots of magazines there for break time purposes,... and we will wake up in the morning together for breakfast, chiong there to study~ :)

Its always nice to study with people. I hate studying alone. I don't know why le. Feel not motivated and boring~ :) But next sem, Cy and Frank got IA le. haiz... means need to study alone. I think I need to get a room asap and have a roomie~

Btw, the final paper was okay, I think~ Nothing difficult but nothing was easy too. Just write and write and write. Came out one question asking how did motivation and resilience affect one's success and failure. Well, it was not in the notes directly, but I think anyone can write le. So, I don't know how did I do. The questions were super open ended. In the end, I became quite philosophical le.

Motivation is needed to get the engine start in the pursuit of personal goals but the journey of goal attainment is not always smooth, thus, we need resilience to fuel our journey.

Not bad hor~ *faint*

After the paper, I went to swim! Then this Jane hor, lazy last minute pang seh because of her laundry??? Thought that she will surely come because she say she 10 thousand year never swim already. Hur hur hur... LOL

But in the end, I met Ah gong there! So funny. Both of us went for the final paper with our swim wear. LOL

Okie, I need to bathe and sleep. Tonight, we gonna have a small small party~ Ordering KFC meals for dinner! Yay!

p/s: going home this sat~

1 more to go...

2008-11-18T16:25:00.002+08:00

Just finish my stat paper a while ago. I did not finish the paper and I think many others also the same thing. So, shall see who has the best luck 'tikam' correctly. I hope luck is at my side too, but I am too tired to feel the power for luckiness. Only slept for 3 hours yesterday as I had to mug for stat after Comm Studies' paper. The paper was ok but too straight forward. So, I think many people will do well.

One more paper to go on this coming Thursday before I greet Hello again to my beloved holidays~ And Bangkok is coming really soon too. After this thursday, I can stop my 'chai fan' streak and stop binge-ing on snacks. I had been depending on lots of coffee, biscuits, sweets, crackers blah blah blah...

Alright, that's all for now. And, I am going back home this Sat. :)

2008-11-18T01:58:00.002+08:00

A lot of things happened.

Worries and stress and concern.

I hope everything will be fine.

Random

2008-11-15T15:54:00.002+08:00

Hah.. I brought my laptop down to the Jcrc Meeting room (where CY and I have been studying these days with Frank & Brenda) with the reason that I need to view the stat's formula sheet. LOL Its a distraction but it keeps me awake. Well, not that stat won't stunned my eyes to be widely opened, its just I am quite sick of it. Haiz.

I spent 3 hours on the same lecture notes trying to remember and think how that genius R will trick us this time. Not forgetting that I have not revise those before mid term. *gasp* :(

Yammie fell sick. OMG. Its exam period but her recent post make me laughed for a while just now. Erm... not that she fell sick that is funny but the way she blogged was quite funny. "I am full of puke" (Yam, 2008). Hahaha~

Remind me of that night before Rebecca's paper. I was not feeling well too. Thought of the worse already, take MC! My stomach felt bloated again. Must be due to over eating during exam period. :( I hate seeing that doctor in medical centre. Even though I go there for flu problem, he will keep bugging me with my stomach.

Doctor: Hey, ur stomach how?

Me: I got flu this time. Stomach ok.

Doctor: That time ur stomach ok after medicine?

Me: Hmm.. ya ya.

Doctor: So did u over eat?

Me: I GOT FLU!!!!

Stupid doctor. *faint*

Oh the point is, don't worry. Just puke it all out, and u will feel fine. (Not what the doctor's advise...)

Strength

2008-11-14T21:02:00.002+08:00

One thing about having all papers together and end quickly is the need to have super strong determination and strength. Not physical strength but mental one. Which I think I still need to work hard to achieve a steady mental strength, especially when I am a psychology student. :)

Anyway, next paper is on Monday and killer paper on tuesday. HOW?

*cry*

2 down... 3 more to go.

2008-11-13T20:43:00.002+08:00

Its the first day of my exam and I already feel damn tired. Body 'nua', brain damn sien-tiao, hand ache and just plain bored lar~ Haiz. Luckily, I there are only 3 more to go and they are all next week.

Today's papers were Adolescence and Japanese. I didnt had a good sleep yesterday night. Woke up at every one hour intervals. 330am, my mind was thinking of depression, 430am was about eating disorder, 530am contextual model. Maybe my brain was really working hard to consolidate all the facts. Not bad har... but it forget to sleep lar~ *angry* Then, finally I woke up at 7am and get ready for the paper. It was okay... just no time to write then I scribbled like no one's business for the last question. It was the ugliest handwriting I ever seen after Cy's one. LOL

Then, quickly rushed back to hall and revised Jap. The paper was okay. But I got stucked in few spellings and sentence pattern. Well, don't care anyway. Even though I didnt feel I did well, at least its over~~~ That's most important.

I need to take my mind off Ado and Jap. *shooo~* Have to start my momentum on Comm Studies and Stats~

14 days to Bangkok~

The big day~

2008-11-12T10:15:00.004+08:00

Yes, finally its the day before the big day. Its weird to look forward for today because tmr I am gonna have 2 papers!! Gosh, I always tell myself never never to put 2 papers in a day... yet, I did it! Hah... That proved again how mankind can be foolish. So sorry for that generalization but I am one representative right. :P

Anyway, I am looking forward for today, hopefully with my enthusiasm, I can study my best and remember all important things today! Last minute is always stressful but healthy and optimum stress can be effective. Well, with this positive attitude, I hope it can last me until tmr 7pm.

Then, I can take my mind off a while and watch Red Cliff (the second half) with Cy. Its really a good movie. LOL Still got time to watch movie... lol

Okie... wish me luck~ I am so gonna kick start the exam spree positively. May God be with me and I shall make Him proud~

how true is it?

2008-11-11T10:16:00.002+08:00

SCORPIO - The Intense One
Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional.

LIBRA - The Harmonizer
Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible.

ARIES - The Daredevil
Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge... EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (Easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic.

AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart
Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality.

GEMINI - The Chatterbox
Smart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable but needs to express themselves. Argumentative and outspoken. Likes change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent, but is only changeable. Beautiful physically and mentally.

LEO - The Boss
Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. D oing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive.

CANCER - The Protector
Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome. Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person. Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic.

PISCES - The Dreamer
Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful.

CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter
Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimists. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be unfriendly y at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they want.

TAURUS - The Enduring One
Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings who are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Express themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulge themselves often. Very generous.

SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One
Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out.

VIRGO - The Perfectionist
Dominant in relationships.. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Ha rsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic.

I think it some what captures what I am. Its always no good to be a perfectionist and to set a high high expectation. :)

Thoughts

2008-11-11T01:47:00.004+08:00

Just to add more sound evidence to my protest against the claims from many many non-qualified psychologist, I ate 3 slices of regular pizza, 1 ice cream cone and quarter chai fan for my dinner! Bleah...

Anyway, as I was reading my 314, I realise labeling really don't make anyone, be it the 'patient' or the people who care for him or her better. Labelling someone as a juvenile, autistic, anorexic, ADHD , depressed, etc etc and list goes on are just names we create to make these 'abnormal' people into categories. Yes, it may enhance what ever treatment of intervention according to their level of seriousness, but the name which has been tagged to them seems to be there forever.

Informal labelling seems most scrutinizing. Can you imagine any of the extended family members, usually those kepo kepo aunties came and crowd together and gossip as though they know what's really behind the labels which the professionals gave. Its difficult for the parents to bear, and even more difficult for the child to handle.

This might just lead to learned helplessness which eventually means WHITE FLAG. We surrender. Yes, I admit we are like this... we have a child who is like this. What can we do about it? Its genetics, its biological, its innate, its not our fault.... And again these are attributions made by helpless parents towards their even more helpless kid.

Hmmm... this then lead to invidious triangle proposed by Pianta and Walsh who are genious to propose that looking at a problem from a single tip of point (child or family or school) will only drown the child right in to middle of it, get everyone else off the responsibility and back to the beginning. Nothing will get improved.

Alright. Its enough of typing so much. *tired*

PROTEST~

2008-11-09T18:14:00.003+08:00

Bleah... I am not ANOREXIC! Even though, I might be slightly underweight according to the revised Asian BMI by World Health Organization and might face slight risk for osteoporosis, I am not anorexic ok!! :P

According to what I remembered from the notes by R, there are 4 important criteria for Anorexia Nervosa (AN).

1) Refusal to maintain minimal normal body weight

2) Intense fear of gaining weight or being fat despite skinny

3) Disturbance in the way one experiences one's body and size

4) Ammenorhea meaning loss of 3 mentrual cycles consecutively

I am currently 46kg and my ideal normal weight is 47. So, I am actually not far from it! So, I assume 46kg is healthy! :P

I am afraid of gaining weight. I admit this. But I still love food especially jap, ice creams and chocolates.

I suppose the third sentence means "I am fat when others see I am not". Well, I think Im slightly like this. I still think I am fat when Cy keep saying that I have chicken legs. :P Haizzz

Lastly, how can I be anorexic!!! when I got 2 mentruals in a month??~ Haiz

This is a good way of revision~ WOW! :)

p/s: Ting, don't worry... Im not Anorexic k. I ate nasi lemak just now. Bleah~

stressed~

2008-11-08T01:19:00.002+08:00

I have been quite positive these days. Tried to calm myself and tried to de-stress thro some midnight jogs with Cy and his neighbor & gf, went kuishinbo with WeeHock and Jen, went swimming with Cy, dota-ed, etc etc. Actitivies which should be banned totally near exams. Hah! I must be crazy but I have no idea why I still do those things. Haiz...

Was doing my revision for Jap. I realise that its totally not a good idea at all to put two exam on the same day~ Even though I know its really a bad idea, I still go ahead with it at the start of this semester! Perhaps, it was due to the limited choices of UE left at that point of time!!! *faint*

Anyway, Jap is really not easy! Had trouble remembering everything when I got panicked~ *sad* I hope that my effort will pay off. I really had been practising alot but I think as long as it didn't get into my mind, its quite hopeless. :(

I am soooo looking forward for exam to be over. But this means that I need to face the exam first! Haizzz Booooooo !

Finally...

2008-11-07T17:49:00.002+08:00

I am officially done with Year 3 semester 1! Can't believe myself actually, the feelings seems quite unbelievable as time passed too quickly till I had no time to grasp the process. Well, what's left is just the exam.

Which do you prefer? A sharp but quick pain or a slow-to-warm-up pain. Well, this time round, I have choice about the pain as the all the modules' exam date were arranged very very close to one another. Haiz. So, I am fated to undergo the sharp but fast pain! :P

Okie. I need to start speeding with my revisions... so much to do but I am still thinking of how to do it most efficiently~

:)

2008-11-06T18:50:00.002+08:00

Yay, guess what... I am now blogging with my newly revived laptop. Luckily it was just some memory card problem and after the personnel from DELL replaced it, its ok now. :) Before that, had some conflict with the DELL people. They keep saying they will come and arrange an appointment but in the end, there were a few delays and what most frustrating is I got hooked on the phoneline for more than 10 minutes listening to their not-nice-at-all tone. Bleah... nvm nvm. I shall not complaint since they fix it for me for free. :P

Today was everyone's last lesson le. But mine not ended yet! Boo... tmr, I still got Jap oral test and CS last lecture. I hope I don't too stress tmr and forget everything. Speaking Jap with steph was fun. She is like my practise-mate during lesson. LOL The class would not be that fun without her. Even though its interesting to learn a new language, i think I will give up on level 2 le cause Im too noob and slow in learning entire new writing system, sentence pattern and pronounciation. (sorry stephie for the pang seh... u can take with jy though ) I am better off with English, Chinese, Malay, Hokkien and Cantonese. :P Its enough.... haha

Oh, Kuishinbo yesterday was killing! It was nice and damn exciting but I suffered later on. My stomach almost got punctured by loads of sashimi, sushis, chawanmushi, crab, prawn, lobsters, doughnuts, cakes, ice creams, mochis.... *yummy* but i really cant eat so much. I still full until now!!! haha... Can save ar, I spent $30 for the buffet, I skipped breakfast and lunch today. So, in the end, the buffet may not cost that much. lol

Got photo actually, but i lazy wanna up load. :P

Hmm...

2008-11-04T21:38:00.003+08:00

In just a day, there are several things happened and I consider them as mildly impactful so I shall pen them here.

Firstly, started my day with Japanese listening test. It was difficult! Prepared for the difficulties as Irene told me before that via sms that its quite stunning. Hah, psychologically prepared by I was physically stunned when I hear the audio where the man and woman started babbling some foreign phonemes into my ears. Argh.. *faint* Hopefully, everyone else also were equally stunned.

Then, I walk back to hall to call the DELL service centre with the hope that they could quickly come down and revive my pink laptop. The service was ok, they hooked me on the line for 15 minutes and the guy on the phone tried to teach me how to fix it myself. Gosh, I am so not a technical person and I just follow his intructions literally. Haha.. I shocked myself and him too, I think as my laptop starting beeping very loudly! I think he gave up on the laptop (and me as well) and said he will send his man down tmr instead. Haiz.. he did not state the time... means I have to wait the whole day for him?? can die...

After that, went for 314's last lecture. R made everyone so nervous! She returned both the individual essay and group presentation grades. Well, I was happy to receive my individual grade as it was well above my expectation. But our group grade was not that good, haiz... dun like to be presenter of the first week le... so disadvantaged!!!

Nvm nvm... I shall work harder for the final paper then. :P Im tired but I need to jog. I think I could not depend on caffein from coffee anymore. It doesn't really work anymore. So, it should be a better idea to gain some natural endorphin thro' jogging. Shall jog a while more.

Besides... Cy and I are going KuishinBo tmr night!!! *faint*

faint

2008-11-03T22:44:00.004+08:00

Its really ironic when everyone including myself choose to think in a more positive manner that everything will turn out to be fine and alright... Oh, when I really manage to convince myself my stupid laptop crashed!!! Crashed!!! *faint*

Its really dead right now.

According to Kubler Ross grieving process which contains 5 stages
(Denial, Anger, Bargain, Sad, and Acceptance),

I am in midst of denial because I could not believe it. It just died like that, right before my eyes. And, I am also very angry with it!!! How can it just died like that! Arghhhh

*frustrated*

2008-11-03T02:23:00.003+08:00

Whoa.. surprised to see so many tags in the cbox. Well, don't worry ya people, I am fine and I will be fine. Even though I am quite anxious about the report which R is returning this tuesday, worried about how I will do this time in exam, stress over the amount of revision I need to do and angry with my own procrastination attitude, I know I will be ok. :)

Its just too overwhelming when it comes to self-evaluation. There were lots of questions of IFs that came to my mind and they were very frustrating. I keep thinking, what if I do badly for the report, what if I could not maintain my cGPA this year, ... hundreds of 'what if' and they really got me into imagining all sorts of possibilities. Haizzz *sucks*

*positive thinking* and *visualize trip to Bangkok*

Dates:

13th NOV: Issues in adolescences & Japanese level 1

17th NOV: Fundalmental in Communication studies

18th NOV: Advanced Statistic

20th NOV: Psychological Adjustment and Mental Health

22th NOV: Going Home

26th NOV: Coming back to Sg

27th NOV: BANGKOK

It's the time again...

2008-11-02T00:35:00.002+08:00

Its weird to have 2 major exam in a year. Unlike what we used to have in secondary school or high school, where we will only have 1 final exam which was actually not very important. Then, we have like at least 2 or 3 years to prepare for A and O level. So, being in uni, we study hard, stress like mad, play hard during holiday and have fun like crazy. That's life huh? Which do you prefer... a life like a roller coaster or one in which there is not much of worries neither do you feel any peak. Monotonous has its good too but being too flat in life sometimes can be quite dissatisfying. Haha.. That's human. We are ambivalent! We want so many things yet, we rant when things get in the way, when we got it, we may take it for granted in the end until something else comes in and again we find ourselves in a circle where we run around and around chasing for something which is never gonna end. Haizz.. circle of life. :P

Okie.. just a quick update... Had dinner with Cy at Ichiban. I love sushi. It was satisfatory. And Coffee Bean chocolate cake sucks. cannot fight with those form secret recipe. :( Ruined my dessert. We went Jp with a purpose ok... dun say I stress and then didnt study and have fun in Jp. LOL Main aim was to change some Sg to Thai Baht. :)

p/s: Jia you my fellow friends who are having their final soon. Goodluck... ~

...

2008-11-01T01:32:00.002+08:00

There were several attempts of posting something here yesterday and just now but my mind was absolutely blank. Well, it was not exactly blank. It was actually very messy, complicated, and tangled till I cannot find any suitable word to describe my feelings. :( It was like so choked in me that I basically had no mood at all. I just lie down on my bed, cried until I fell asleep and when I got up, I cried again and felt tired again and slept again. The cycles repeated until I finally got up from bed and played a game of DOTA. Of course, I know Cy was being supportive but because I was unable to speak out what Im thinking or feeling, he was quite helpless.

Then, its was the only thing I learned from HP307 that pulled me out from bed. Even though through out the course in this semester, most of the content was quite common sense; teaching us how to cope and be happy. Everyone knows! But its always easier said than done. However, the only thing I picked up from C* was about control. If everything got so messy, and stress builds up, focus on things we can control rather than ranting or ruminating on things in which we could not. :)

Why was I depressed for a few hours?

1) I got pek chek with my own body. Most likely its due to the stress that was felt more internally than externally which distrupted my hormonal balance. And guess what I got that freaking period twice in a month!!! Sucks... and I hate period. *something I cannot control*

2) I got pek chek with waking up so early every morning. I have 930 am classes on tues, thurs and fri! Then on wed, need to meet up for stat also at 10am. I know I am not alone and my fellow friends who stay away from school need to wake up even earlier.. but still i think my body could not take it anymore. *again.. something which I could not control*

3) I got pek chek with microsoft words. I need to scroll up and down repeatedly to edit my report. My eyes got so tired and my mouse too get angry with me too because I excessively scroll it up and down I guess, and they finally protested against me. *I could not control my eyes and my stupid mouse*

4) Then, I gave up on my com. Went to stress the library com instead. Guess what, after 1 hour of editing, the file was not saved!!! Sucks again.... *criessss*

5) When Im unhappy or upset, I tend to eat more. I eat more and more and more! :( Then, I can't swim.

So, in the end, after lecture today... I came back to hall and started that depressing cycle... but I am ok right now. Its only 2 weeks away from final. I shall not give up and focus on things within my control right now. *smilez*

X'mas

2008-10-29T00:33:00.002+08:00

What do you feel when you hear the sound of the jingle bells and christmas carols? What do you feel when you see the well decorated christmas trees, the red and green lights and deco in town? Gosh... I must say if you do not feel a pinch of harmony... you totally do not appreciate the meaning of this day!!

Okay.. I know you must be thinking Im mad! We are in the midst of preparation for exam.. and I am thinking of Christmas... Haha.. Was listening to some Xmas songs with Cy just now. The atmosphere was so nice. It reminds me of snow and the time when I was in HK disneyland. Well, Hk don't snow but they have this hourly fake snow in Decemeber in Disneyland. All the characters just come out and everyone dances and sings. WOw.... it was so happening. I miss holiday! :)

Nice nice nice. I wanna plan how am I gonna celebrate this year's Xmas. Looking forward for something is good right. It keeps us wanting to live happily and living our lives in a better and more meaningful way. :P

Life is not just about the strings of As (even though mine is.. LOL)

Anyway, went to collect exam goodie bag! Its like a free present from hall 13. :) Its really not bad given tat there are so many things inside. Maggi mee, snacks, vouchers, instant soup, magazines, highlighters, coffee... etc etc

And the best is KFC!!!

crab-by day~

2008-10-27T03:03:00.003+08:00

Its really stressfull when I stared at the calendar today. Final is really approaching in less than 3 weeks! I have no idea how am I going to start preparing for it when all the lessons are still going on and I still have one more report which is still far from completion to submit. The worse part is the due date is on 13th Nov... on this day, I will have already done 2 final papers!!! *faint*

When I saw Ting's msn personal msg written "the suckiest time of the semester"... I agree fully!

No mood to even start studying.

Got too depressed. So, Cy and I went to satisfy his chilli crab craving. :) Its yummy but of course pricey...

This is really a huge sri lanka crab. its the smallest in that shop already. :P

Eat until damn tired. hahaha but its really nice, the gravy with deep fried man tou is super yummy. the flesh of this crab... *perfect* :)

look at this... as though the crab has molars.. LOL

cy concentrating on his fav.

-finish-

Its weekend

2008-10-26T14:45:00.002+08:00

Yes, after the long and tiring week, Cy and I hafta stay back in Hall to mug for the coming final which is now less than 3 weeks! *panic* I spent almost 10 hours on statistics. Read the lecture notes, did the review exercises, and typed the 25% report.Surprised that Im not intoxicated by it! LOL

After that, Cy and I went for a jog. I must say that I declare it as the run-of-the-year. We completed c route and although tiring, I felt refreshed~ Hehe... must do it again when we have time. Most likely next week ba. Its fun to jog at night, it kinda temporarily takes off all the stress and workload of my mind. :) The gulps of cold icy 100 plus was definitely the best part of all! :) Oh, for those of you who dunno how long c-route is, I can tell u its really long, about 3-4 km ba and not only the length lor... its about the slopes also!! gosh.. But jogging is better than studying.

And today, we are suppose to attend church but I think we kinda overslept. So, instead, we watched the live broadcast. haha.. keng huh~ hehe

anyway, its Deepavalli now. Happy Deepavalli ya and enjoy the holiday tmr~ Will try to look for some indian cuisine today for dinner. hehe

happy

2008-10-24T21:36:00.003+08:00

As I mentioned, I am super annoyed by the rainy weather and I think the sky seems to hear all my rantz on it, so it decided to put a stop and shine for me. :) So, I happily walked to SRC with a peanut butter waffle on my hand. Hehe, I ate it even though I already had lunch with Aug, Qi and Stephie. So greedy! Can't stand myself. But anyway, it feels weird to swim alone without Jane or Cy along. :)

But in the end, I had a very nice and enjoyable swim. The water was clear and the goggles which Cy gave me as monthly present was so cool. LOL. Unlike my fogged-up and extremely scratched old one. *smilez* At my last lap (16th i think) I decided to be a little OCD by having no one swim around me so that I could enjoy the still cool water as I swim. So I waited until every else reach my side before I started my own lap. Everything was fine until this 'smart' guy dive into the middle of the pool and obstructed my calm swim. :P

Okiez after swimming, I bathed and jumped straight on my bed. Yay. I feel so much better after the nap. The entire week was like crazy. :)

*happy*

tired

2008-10-23T23:29:00.002+08:00

I am terribly annoyed by the weather. It has been raining everyday and it rain for very long hours. The moist and humid air makes me feel quite uncomfortable. Sigh. I am such a sunny person, and I love to see the sun! :) That's why I miss Redang and the beach. Adding to that, the stupid weather makes me feel so angry. Basically, I need to be a 24/7 indoor person which I am not! I can't swim and jog!

Anyway, despite the heavy rain, I had to go for the final and last boys' home visit for this semester. Geez, I am a good volunteer right? Haha.... with my small umbrella, I walk to the home and almost slipped and fall! :P Anyway, the last session was quite fun. We played "sally died" game, the animal game and "bloop" The boys were quite funny and even requested extra time since its the last session. LOL

Well, got back statistic result today. I did fairly okay~ *happy* Next, will be completing the report and that's all for this semester. Oh, I just remember I have japanese oral and listening test coming up. :(

Final is really approaching soon! *stressed* I have no idea why each semester seems to be zooming pass quicker and quicker. Without realising, we are also almost approaching the end of year 2008.

p/s: counting down to Bangkok trip on 27 NOV.

Finally...

2008-10-21T23:18:00.002+08:00

If you have read my previous posts, I mentioned that Cy and I wanted to visit Tioman Island. However, due to the monsoon, we changed our plan to Phuket & PhiPhi Island which was more expensive but quite fun as it will be our first time flying together. Yup, plans remain as plans despite how certain we were and how excited was I. Everything thing gone down the drain when the air tickets increase in price. So sucky!! Hours in front of the com, surveying the best hotel and all. Haizz.

Was so annoyed that I complained so much to Yammie online. LOL I was so so angry that I ate almost one tub of cookies & cream ice cream at 12 midnight!! :P

In the end, finally Cy and I are going BANGKOK. Well, its without the sea and snorkel, I guess it should quite fun ba. I will most likely shop for my CNY clothes and eat lots of thai food. :) I miss their authentic tomyam, mango pulut, ... :)

Everything is certained right now with all the confirmation of the flight and hotel sent in to our emails. *smiles*

We gonna pay $370 per person for flight and 3 night stay in Bangkok. :) That will be my entire tuition earnings. Happy that for the first time, I fund my own holiday trip. LOL Now, need to save for food and shopping there.

Wonder why there is an elephant? Its actually a coin box lar. Just not a pig, that's why can't say its a piggy bank. So, ele-bank? LOL anyway, Cy and I will put all our $1 coin everyday inside. Its getting heavier each day. Hopefully, by end of next month, ele-bank can fund our makan in Bangkok. According to Qi, $150 is enough to eat good food in Thailand.

I shall now stop day-dreaming about Bangkok. Shall start preparing for exam and since its final, its normal for stress to build up. So, pls do bear with me if I act quite strangely. I am weird, I know.. LOL

Unseen truth

2008-10-20T21:43:00.002+08:00

Being a psychology student for more than 2 years, I realise there might be tremendous loads of problems which are encountered but are never solved or never can be. These problems are like being swept in to a huge carpet and even though there are bulges all over, people still ignore and walk on it. Perhaps, there will be no ideal in the society. Ideal will always remain as relative.

When many of us lives happily in our own personal comfort zones, we never realise that many are actually away from theirs. So sad that when our zones will never overlap, we ignore those beyond our world. These people are actually those who deserve most care and attention before they silently end their own lives.

We need engineers to build our buildings, doctors and nurses to aid us when we are sick, economists to help us forecast economics, accountants to audit the numbers which I will never understand, and many others white collars to build the society, polish it so that what's beneath remain unseen with our naked eyes.

Teen pregnancy, youth suicides, subtance abuse, school truancy, gang memberships, cyber bullying, aggression and others are problems which remain unsolved. These people too have lives. So much to do, but so few who can do.

We often easily shakes of from responsibility by stating that these problems arise due to their own choice. I often hear people saying, "aiya, they ownselve choose one mar... its their lives.. what can we do?" Do you know if these people have choice, or have the ability to choose, Im sure they will definitely not want to live like how they are right now. Sometimes, being in their position, the choice they made are already the best from all the worse.

Lack of education, lack of positive relationships, lack of interpersonal skills, lack of employment opportunities, lack of positive reinforements, lack of positive views, lack of encouragement... made them stuck in their own layer of societal strata. And people whom are above them, not only did not try to pull them up but continue to be on them, happily stepping above them and wish these people remain at the bottom so that they can remain at the top. Human selfishness.

Holiday...

2008-10-20T02:38:00.004+08:00

Cy and I spent almost 2 hours plus searching on where we should go after final exam. And I am so so looking forward for the trip as we found the best deal. :P We are heading to Phuket and Phi Phi Island on 27th OCT. 3 days 2 night for only $350 including air tickets and accommodation.

We gonna fly from Changi. Its gonna be the first time flying with Cy. :) *excited* And, phi phi island is quite pretty, so I am gonna snorkel again! Haha..

Okie. Hopefully the day come faster. :)

p/s: Jane, i think can't go Batam with u le.. paiseh

frustrated

2008-10-19T01:45:00.004+08:00

I am getting uncontrollable in eating. Had MacDonald foldover chicken up size meal for dinner! OMG, its been a while since I binged on fries.. Its one of my NO-NO food...

And then, when I swear to myself I am not going to eat anymore after dinner, I had supper at sheng siong. Hor fun!!! *faint*

SCREAMMM~

I need to exercise. I need to jog and swim and walk and stop eating... :(

Slacking...

2008-10-18T12:12:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was such a slack day. My lesson ends at 11am as CS100 lecture was e-learning. *Happy* I hate long fridays. :) Cy and I went town in evening, ate dinner at Cine, played Wii and watched movie.

Can die right. Everyone is in the midst of deadlines and to-do-lists, yet we can go out for the entire night having fun. Haha Wii was fun but it started out quite frustrating. The remote keep running out of battery and when we realise half-an-hour is gone spent on changing the batteries and all, we got so frustrated. So, we complained and they gave us additional time. Haha... Next time, I shall get Wii when I start working. I think its really a good sports after eating. :P

We watched BURN AFTER READING. Its really an entertaining movie, as Brad Pitt was hilarious in it but you basically gain nothing from it other than plain laughter. Hmmm the plots revolves around one theme... FIDELITY. All the women and men in the movie except for poor innocent brad pitt are in some kind of affairs, and the conflicts get more and more amusing. Haizz... I dunno how to explain as its really crazy. But I think I will not advise you to watch, but if you have extra cash and time, you can though. LOL

Well, I am sure everyone in any relationship cares about faithfulness. Men dying to communicate their commitment and faithfulness to attract women, according to Evolutionary Psychology but we all know fidelity and extra marital affairs have been an established mistake in human history. Its really a big issue if we want to argue about this. Why would a man marry a woman he claims he loves and do things behind her back? Thrill? *sucks* Oh, bear in mind that if thou do unto us, we shall do unto thou. :P

Bored

2008-10-15T23:39:00.000+08:00

Me, Qi, Carol and Brenda

Cy, Me, Qi, Carol, Brenda and Frank

Outside MacD at Kallang. :)

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I admit that i am bored. Currently, I am freezing in Library 2 with Cy fast asleep in front of me. Since I have my laptop with me, I just on it and started blog hopping. Just as I begin typing this, my last finger of my left hand is kinda numb. I hate the stupid air-cond. :P

Anyway, school has been really really saddening. Stat is driving me crazy. I have no idea when stat started to look so foreign. Really like reading a bunch of alienated signs and symbols. *sigh* Yes, I know I need to be patient. Hopefully, the symbols will slowly make their ways into my head.

Oh, just something more random to share. Just now, on my way to the toilet, I saw this super crazy and dotzzz couple. They were sharing a mp3, should be listening to some songs... then the girl suddenly took down her ear piece and started trying to fit it into the bf's nose.. I was extremely disgusted so stunned a while in front of them and look. Haha.. I think they were too engrossed in stucking the ear piece in the nose, they didnt notice my stunned look. :P

Alright. I need to go back to my notes.

Stressed

2008-10-14T00:21:00.003+08:00

I wanted to sit down and blog properly about the past long but happening weekend. But I think I dun have time for that. Maybe next time. :)

Last Friday was Hall 13 night cycling. It was super tiring but of course once a life-time experience. We cycled in a group of 11, started from East Coast Park to Changi Village for the first makan stop. Tried Changi famous Nasi Lemak, and I think its much better that Power Boon Lay Nasi Lemak. Shared, rojak and roti john with Qi and Carol as well. :)

After Changi, we cycled to Tampines. After tampines, we cycled down the green MRT line, from kembangan, bedok, eunos, all the way to Kallang. The journey was a quite challenging for me as I used to cycle only in the park but this time, with all the slopes and narrow road, I think I bruise my butt for that.. :P Oh, need to stop jogging for a fews days too as my leg feels a lil painful. :)

The entire cycling trip started at about 9 plus and ended about 7 in the morning! Reached NTU at 8. OMG, super tiring. I quickly rush to bed to sleep after bathing.

Yes, you might thought I surely sleep until evening, but how nice if it was like that! Bleah.. Gotta wake up at 12pm, (only 3 hours of sleep) cause need to go for WSC Block E Family Day. The boys performed well, singing, sketch, and others.. But they are seriously damn funny!

They all dressed up quite nicely for the event. I think its the only day in each year that they are allowed to wear home clothes in the home. :) During the games that we are suppose to organise, it was quite messy. Haha...

After family day, I rushed to Bugis to meet Cy. Yep, that's when I had my first proper meal of that day. Had Bugis famous duck rice. Super yummy. Then I ate peanut rice ball from Ah chew dessert stall. This is when all the calorie burnt was wasted!!! Sucks... *angry with myself*

Reached home at 11. Had supper with sisters and dad. Arghhh... Again!! Ate a lot again. *Faint*

On Sunday, went for Dad's friend wedding. It was a Malay wedding though. So, I had briyani rice with yummy fried chicken. So long since I tasted real Malay food. :)

Oh, we visited the newly opened K-box at the Jetty. It was quite cheap and good. :) So, spent 3 hours singing with my mom and sis while my dad went to settle some of his work stuff.

At night, had dinner with uncles as one of my uncle strike a lot of money from 4-D. He is like super lucky... haha.. celebrated mom's birthday in conjunction with his treat.

Okie.. that's the summary of what happened during the weekend. When I came back to NTU today, I was in front of the come for hours, trying to edit my report and finally when I am done, I realise I have Japanese spelling tmr!!! *panic*

what am I doing...

2008-10-09T23:50:00.002+08:00

There are lots of stuff in my mind. All of them got mixed and tangled up, so I ended up doing nothing because I have no idea where should I begin. *lost* Partly, my body is exhausted, which I have no idea why too as I had at least 6 hours of sleep each day. Its a sad truth that each semester, the small cup of coffee does not do its magic anymore, I need to depend on a bigger cup or another cup of caffein. Yes, I am a caffein-addict but I know I am not alone! :P

Mid term is finally over! The paper sucks! So, I don't wish to talk or elaborate more about it. I have this bad intuition that this semester, I will do badly. I hope by saying my thought out, will make it NOT come true! *cross all my fingers and toes* :)

Tomorrow, I am participating in night cycling. Despite the mental and physical exhaustion, I still going to cycle the whole night, ECP to Changi village, back to ECP, to Bedok, to esplanade then back to ECP. I think its about 50km and will take the entire night. I must be crazy when I think of it. Plus, the next day, I need to attend WSC Family Day at 1pm. After that, I am going home!!!

Hah! Feel like smacking myself. I have the 6 pages of report to edit yet, I loaded myself with so many things... great hur...:P

Lastly, just to be a lil random, I am eating alot these day. *help!* Anyone has a solution on self-control? *cry*

holiday~

2008-10-07T19:23:00.003+08:00

Okie.. I know the previous post was a lil scary. Yammie thought that she was reading someone else blog instead of mine. Ya.. *julyn is always a nice and polite girl* :P

So, I shall blog for the sake of blogging now! Just had dinner with Qi and Yam at canteen 14. I declare that can A tori karaage is much better than can 14 one. :) *personal preference ya)

With the coming mid term for 307 on this thursday, its the end of the entire mid term spree already. After that, on next tuesday 14th feb, one report will be down. Then, we shall start on the last and final stat project. With that down too in weeks time, its final! In fact, I can't wait for it to come and be over. I have so many many fun plans waiting for me! :)

Can't believe that I am already thinking of holiday but its good to plan and anticipate the fun. If we fail to plan, we plan to fail right... LOL

Immediately after my exam on 20th Nov, I shall go home. After that, come back to NTU when Cy finishes his final paper on 27th Nov. We are leaving to Tioman on 28th Nov and be back by 30th as his internship starts on the 1st. :) I shall go Penang with sister on 2nd Dec. Oh, not forgetting the trip that I am going to plan for Manic to come my house again. :) Lastly, before the end of the happy december break, Cy and I are going to KL with WeeHock and Jen.

Yay... that's the plan... but see how it goes.. *cross fingers*

sucky

2008-10-06T14:48:00.003+08:00

Dear Bitch,

I have no idea who on earth you are but definitely I am positively sure I did not address you wrongly. Its either you are really that poor until you have no more choice, you had to take my newly bought white blouse to cover your pathetic body. I sympathize but not emphatize you. But if you are that poor, why do you need to take the one which I like most! but not any other which I am sure was with it.

You have no idea how mad am I with you. I swear if I ever see you wearing my possession, I shall embarass you in public... you daughter of a bitch! (that's what make you one too).

Your hater.

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I apologize for the vulgarities or abscenities above but which ever words that were used was for expression purposes.

A day out...

2008-10-05T01:37:00.003+08:00

Went out to Bugis today. So happy that finally I managed to leave NTU temporarily. :) It has been quite boring in school. The daily routines are mainly going for lessons, study, eat, sleep, study somemore and jog + swimming.

Cy and I went to try vietnamese cuisine in Madam Saigon. Its really authentic when I first saw the shop. Had always wanted to try... finally we managed to~ The price was okay for a meal outside. About $20 per person.

Fried tau fu. Looks like smelly tou fu but its not smelly at all. LOL

This dish was the most fantastic! Its my main meal actually. Even though it looks plain, after adding the sauce that came with it, it was delicious. Its actually bee hoon, with lots of cucumber and lettuce at the bottom, accompanied by some slices of chickens and spring rolls. *Yummy* Its a must-try.

Next it Cy's sweet potatoes chicken curry with rice. Its special because its not cooked with normal potatoes but sweet potatoes. Special. I must recommend it to my maid. :)

Lastly, do you know that vietnamese cuisine is not complete with their spring rolls? They have fried one and non fried one. I assume the fried one is nicer cause people generally prefer fried food. :) But I just wanna try the original one. Without the sauce, the taste was quite weird. :)

Yep, that's the entire review of vietnamese cuisin in Madam Saigon. Its nice and worth going again when I crave for the must-try dish. Nevertheless, for that price we paid, I would still go for my favourite Jap food. LOL

After eating, we felt so bloated. So, walked around Bugis street. We cant possibly walk out with empty hand from Bugis. Bleah... Bought a belt and pants. :)

I shall stop slacking. 2 days of leave from books should be more than enough. Its time to start studying for my next quiz. :)

Lastly, if you wonder whether my "crazy craving" for sweet food improved, erm... not really. I just had Mr Bean this morning for breakfast, then 1 crispy chocolate after lunch!!! *help*

Yay...

2008-10-03T18:50:00.002+08:00

Its weekend finally. It was such a hectic weeks with one presentation, 2 mid terms and a mini spelling test. :)

Stat mid term was so energy consuming. I ate apple pie + a cup of coffee before the paper. After that, I ate yong tau fu straight after it. Even though the paper was tough, I am impressed by how genious Ringo can be. The way he set his questions was way way way too superb. *blink blink* :)

After the mid term for comm studies, Manic had birthday celebration for HH. Happy Belated 21st Birthday HH. :) Pizza was yummy but we didn't get to order seafood and curry chicken because they are not in the choice for the student special. But 2 regular pan pizza, 4 soups and 4 drinks for only $27.90 is definitely cheap! Hehe...

No photos yet though. Need to wait for MM to upload them in facebook. :P

2008-10-01T20:36:00.003+08:00

I should be feeling stress up due to the mid term for Stat which is tmr morning, one spelling test for Japanese on this coming Friday and a mid term quiz for Comm Studies straight after my Jap lesson. Hmmm... Its either I had manage to learn how to cope better with stress over the years in NTU or I am desensitized by it. :P

Anyway, I think I did improve slightly on my sweet-food-addiction illness.

I had

1) Waffle ice cream
2) Soya+carrot juice from Mr Bean
3) Some clorets

I should go brush my teeth now before I eat somemore. :P

*anyway, Cy is falling sick, its weird to see him so weak, as he is suppose to be always taking care of me... *

evil evil evil

2008-09-30T21:23:00.002+08:00

I need to admit that I am super addicted to tidbits and junks! Its a bad sign! I know I need to stop eating those chocolates, biscuits, sweets, ice creams and malay kuih, yet the temptation is so overwhelming. You may think I must be kidding. But its really so serious that I am constantly thinking of eating them! Gosh, did I jogged pass a hungry ghost recently or what... felt like I am so out of control! Sucks...

I guess the only way out is to not to walk pass Mr Bean, which is most likely when my tuition ends this Sunday, then I wun need to pass the one in Chinese Garden MRT (sucks... guess what, I have 2 soya+carrot juice in my fridge right now) and to finish up my ferrero and crispy choc asap. And then I shall declare NO NO to grocery shopping with Cy. :(

Argh... *frustrated*

Attended a lecture on eating disorder just now during HP314, I begin to wonder how was it like to be one of them. I think its difficult for us, a bystander to judge if they are crazy. As R has said, they are in control of their weight and health. Its their lives. Why should we be bothered to "help" when in fact, they view the "help" given as unnecessary. Moreover, if they do not regard those forced feeding during hospitalization as help, we are actually "torturing" them. hmmm... If I have the chance to meet these patients, it will be interesting.. definitely.

One scary thought came to my mind, if I meet them by chance, will I envy them?

I shall keep a report on the junks I eat each day here. So, I shall see if I improve over the daysss (how long will I need to get off the addiction? )

Day 1 (30 Sept):

1) 1 ferrero
2) 1 Crispy chocolate
3) 1 vanilla cone from McDonald
4) Yogurt, mixed berry
5) Half cup of soya+carrot juice from Mr Bean
6) 4 pieces of Tiger biscuits
7) 3 mint sweets

I AM SICK! *cry*

Summary of term break

2008-09-29T14:35:00.002+08:00

Alright, it has finally come to an end. No more holidy for this semester before the final! The past one week break was meant to help us to catch up with the delayed and piled up works and to-do-list. Meant to but does not equal to accomplishment of everything in the list though. But I did tried my best and at the same time did not waste it away just by doing work. Yep. Had fun at the same time too cause its HOLIDAY what.. can't blame.. :)

Went home and ate a lot!

Went KL and ate a lot. (I had 2 mcFlurry in that one day trip! Gosh~ )

Came back Sg and ate a lot also. Just went Ashton yesterday at JE for dinner and watched F1! OMG... the race was interesting and so many dramas happened. The crashes and accidents were scary! Technical mistakes that cost the leading car to end up in the last few position. Alonso who started last in the race became the winner. One word, superb! :)

Okie... after one week of binge eating and no swimming at all....

I GAINED 1 KG!!!!!!!!!!!!

*faint*

happy

2008-09-28T01:37:00.002+08:00

Yay... I finally completed my first draft for HP 314 report! I re-write the entire 6 pages just now because I find the 4 pages I wrote last week quite lousy and not coherent enough! Anyway, I am super happy I completed it in 5 hours time! Yay... its time to stop reading journal articles of aggression and peer rejections... so irritated everyday when I am stucked at not completing it and the recess is going to be over real soon. The bad news is, i havent typed the references! Maybe I should leave that until all mid term is over. Or else, I will be drown by the seas of dots and commas. hehe

Tmr will be my second last session of tuition before my tutee sits for her PSLE. Well, the last session of tuition will be next Friday which means i wun be seeing her anymore unless she wants me to continue with her during sec 1. 2 months of tuition ends so quickly~ But at least I did get 2 months pay as my holiday fund! :P Most likely, Cy and I will re-visit Penang end of the year. I miss the chendol and hokkien mee so much! *hungry*