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I pray and wish,
With all I have,
I deceive myself its not the truth!
Yet, reality seems to be chasing me,
So fast that I could not escape,
I hope it will end soon,
Will it?
Will my nightmare goes away overnight,
I am afraid,
Timidly I hide from it,
Fear of the very truth!
Please I beg,
I want to live happily,
Pray once again,
Promise that I will be good,
Please...
I want to be happy!