Sucky week

The whole entire week was not nice! I am totally stressed! I just want to channel my unspoken mental state here! So it will be a very saddening one.. Thus, if you dun wan to spoilt your mood, quite reading now!!
I always thought that this semester will be less hectic due to the all the modules I am taking will be no assignments or reports or presentation! However, I just dunno why my stress coping skill gets worse and I just couldn't really handle it properly. I still look fine around friends as when I am with them, I basically forget things temporarily! However, when I get back to the room, my face turn emotionless.. Scary hor? Since when do u ever see Julyn this way? Hur Hur Hur.. I am suppose to be always smilling and be cheerful? Where goes the sunshine in me and can rain stop pouring?!! I think Cy has been very understanding and trying very hard to don't do anything that will burst the fragile balloon in me that will burst any time!! :P OKiez... I need to control my feelings.. I need to get everything planned... yet, things are always better said than done! I just love holiday.. Can holiday come faster??? I just can't wait to take a break! and Have a comfortable and slack life for a lil while. :) For now, I think swimming and eating choc are the best combination to release my overwhelming stress.

Apart from the duties and piling up readings to catch up, I manage to pull myself through to the surface and breath! :) and today, a good news is I get a room finally at hall 13!! So, at last something good.. :)

I need to get back on track.. STOP SLACKING!!

WLUEK