I hate..

While everyone is studying,

I am slacking,

I hate it when the stress is mounting,

yet I can't concentrate!

I wish to have a mind like the beam of light,

as I can focus to where I want!

Unlike now, the light seems scattered!

So angry and depressed,

arghh

T_T.

I hate it when its evening,

the half sunny half gloomy sky,

reflecting exactly how I feel,

no matter how hard I try to repress it,

the stupid sky just show it to me,

I feel the sudden delusion of reference,

everything negative is refering to me!

I hate it when I am alone,

I loose interest in everything,

I dwel in incoherence and procratination,

the bed invite me to sleep,

notes slap me to wake up!

I ought to study besides just staring!

T_T

I hate it when its exam,

I am surprised I am not intoxicated by caffein,

overdosage of caffein only sufficiently make me awake until about 2am,

without it,

I basically tumble and fall!

T_T

I hate it when I grumble,

I spoilt everyone's mood!

I keep reminding myself I am not alone,

many else struggling this with me,

I ain't alone,

I keep saying,

but the reality is to painful,

I can't handle stress.

T_T