faint

Its really ironic when everyone including myself choose to think in a more positive manner that everything will turn out to be fine and alright... Oh, when I really manage to convince myself my stupid laptop crashed!!! Crashed!!! *faint*

Its really dead right now.

According to Kubler Ross grieving process which contains 5 stages
(Denial, Anger, Bargain, Sad, and Acceptance),

I am in midst of denial because I could not believe it. It just died like that, right before my eyes. And, I am also very angry with it!!! How can it just died like that! Arghhhh

*frustrated*