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Friday, April 24, 2009

julyn has decided to move to here

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

finally...

Yes, I am done with exams, but not with the semester yet! I still have another assignment, 20% which due this coming 29th. Then, only I will be officially done with year 3.


I cannot wait to slack. lol. No need for my alarm to ring at 730am every morning anymore. I shall repay my sleeping debt or else, my dark circles will be permanent. Oh, the bio essense gold dark circle removal isnt working very effeciently. But I think, its still cool. Like as if I put gold eye shadow like that. LOL


I love the weather now. Sunny and clear sky, perfect time for swimming. but you know, the timing just aren't right for females. sien!

Tuesday, April 21, 2009


I am very active in facebook these days due to exam. I am literally bound to my chair to study, so I take off sometimes playing FC. I notice there are like so many kinds of quizzes every time i log on to it, some which i seriously thing its a waste of time. One quiz which caught my attention was to guess the gender of the person in photo... its absolutely nutz.



Then, the above one is what i did today. How Malaysian are you? I got 25%! wth. I am a Malaysian, born there, raised there for more than 20 yrs and based on whether I prefer Starbucks or teh tarik, whether I like to hang out in Paris or KLCC, it is trying to tell me I need to learn to love my country. ><"



Who likes teh tarik when they can drink Starbucks? wth. the person who create this quiz do not not what the question is measuring (no validity) and I can guess the correct answer if I want to be 100% or 0% Malaysian (bad reliability).
ok. I am being random too. I got a paper at 5 later, and i still have 2 more lectures which I dont know the content yet! LOL

Monday, April 20, 2009

cannot believe that I watch Man U v Everton yesterday

cannot believe that Man U lost to Everton

cannot belive that Berbatov actually missed penalty

cannot believe that Everton is in Final for FA cup

cannot believe that I only started to study for my biz law today when the exam is tmr!

cannot believe that I am so slack

cannot believe that after exam, I still need to do stat!

:(

Saturday, April 18, 2009

super slack!

after the paper yesterday, i went swimming. It awesome! I love the pool, love the sunny weather and the super calming and cool water! :)


then, went go JP to meet Cy. in the end, we didnt have teppanyaki. wanted to have some nice decent chinese food, so we wanted to go Din Tai Fung. And that Din Tai Fung waitress offered as a small table, right in the middle of the restaurant. wth. It was only 530pm and it was not peak and there was no crowd. We requested to change table, she insisted that its the only place for us. When we look around, it was empty ok! Unless, she sees things i don't. I was quite pissed off, gave her the look and walked out. So, we ended up in the rival, Crystal Jade. :)


then, we headed off looking for dessert. If you love ice cream and good ice cream, you can now go get the haagen daaz from NTUC. Gosh, its super cheap. About 24 or less, for two tubs, free you 2 small green tea ice cream and free 1 cooler bag! :P

Then, we smuggle the two small green tea ice cream into the cinema. haha! Green tea sounds gross for ice cream. But actually its quite nice. :) And, the movie. Knowing was scary. Nicholas Cage as usual, was good but his look still ........ haha! anyway, its disturbing to watch it after a trauma psych paper. There were several scenes on disasters. Plane crash, train collision and fire. Its really easier said than done. Providing early psychological intervention in the emergency site is totally not easy!!! Looking at people's injury and hearing people scream like there is really no tmr, scare me. I am again amazed at how ting's grandpapa did it. He is just too good! :)

Ok. I have two more papers. Business Law (SU-ed) and CS! hmmmm STUDY.

Friday, April 17, 2009

scary...

You are what you eat! That's the title of the article i read yesterday.

Food that age us include:

  • carbonated drinks
  • Sausages
  • potato chips and fries
  • sugary pastrie
  • red meat
  • white rice
  • white bread
  • COFFEE

Its so OMG right. Among all, I drink coffee each day. Meaning, I am actually contributing to my aging process. FAINT. But I really cannot do anything. If I don't drink coffee, I look like a zombie, drug addict, and totally cui.

So, guess that I need to eat more good that keep us young!

  • Green Tea
  • Tomatoes
  • Nuts and seeds
  • yogurt
  • salmon
  • berries
  • olive oil

Hah... I am quite safe as I take yogurt and green tea very frequently. So it kinda balance things out. :)

See what exam can do to me. I was so stressed out over the Trauma paper, it turn out ok but there are only 25 ppl in class. So, the number of As are like so lil. :( Anyway, after the paper today, which is only my second paper, I begin to act as though I have no more left. Actually, I still got 2 more next week! wth right, I went for lunch, come back room watch ANTM and then I went to swim. Gosh.... madness. Then tonight, I am going to teppanyaki and watch movie. Hmmm should by Knowing by Nicholas Cage. But I wanna watch 17 again too, its to cute to not watch! :)

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

one down...

Jap paper was ok. It was SU-ed anyway, so I did it quite relaxly. But the miserable part was the waiting part! Gosh, 5pm seems like forever! I eat, napped, snacked and sleep again... its still so early.. Wondered how many word challenge game I played in Facebook. LOL
Anyway, next paper is Trauma Psych. Hopefully it will be ok. Back to notes...

Monday, April 13, 2009

to-do-lists

Life is all about to-do-lists. At least, its true for me but Im fine with it as I really prefer to live in orderliness.

To-do-list for NOW:

STUDY, STUDY, and more STUDY.


To-do-list after exam:

1) Shift to Hall 3
2) Meet up with stats girls for the 20% assignment
3) Hopefully my sis can come over to Sg
4) Celebrate Cy's birthday in Sg
5) Go back to Malacca for a week (need my facial badly)
6) Come back to NTU and start attachment on 11th May
7) ECP for cycling
8) More cycling to make full use of my bicycle
9) Swimming... my arms are getting flabbier each day
10) Weekend day trip to either Bintan or Batam
11) Try some new restaurants
12) Try Sushi Tei's collagen food (err I think its chawanmushi)
13) Shoppings
14) Catch up with my TVB dramas!
15) Start brainstorming for Graduation Project and meet evil P
15) Last but certainly not least, PHUKET trip in July.

Sunday, April 12, 2009

blue and black nose...

Yes, that's blue and black nose meh meh.






Actually the small one comes with the flowers. :)



I know its not V-day. But who says only V-day a girl can receive flowers? :)


Thanks Dino.

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Good Friday.

I slept at 4am yesterday.
Woke up at 830am.
Studied.
Ate breakfast.
Studied.
Went to Church.
Ate KFC for lunch.
Studied.
Napped for 2 hours.
Dinner and watch Cy play Dota.
Studied.
Jogged.
Studied.
Swept and mopped my room.
Studied.
Still studing and came to blog.
Still feeling damn energetic.... LOL

Thursday, April 09, 2009

I ate 1 packet of nasi lemak just now, then my stomach felt ill. Usually I am fine with food-poisoning, i take that as natural detoxification. But, the recent mass food poisoning in Sg which has caused two death is scaring me. But don' worry, I am fine now. :)


Then, I felt hungry. So, I ate 1 chocolate waffle and a cup of yam ice cream. *how greedy*


Just not long ago, I had my birdnest + collagen. *yummy*


y am i eating so much? :(

Monday, April 06, 2009

its the end again...

I had both my listening and oral test today. It went quite well and having a language class SU-ed is in fact, quite fun! All the language teachers seem very nice and perhaps especially Jap who are extremely Kawai. :) After my oral, which was fun as I managed to talk a lot of nonsense and I do not bother about my sentence structure, I feel a lil sad. I am gonna stop taking it. I wouldnt say I have a lot of passion in it, but still its fun. I have no more SU left, so I shall not be so crazy to take level 3. Unless, my GPA is that stable, I could afford a B.


Exam is next week. Mine start on the 14th ends on the 22th. Its not completely hoo-ray after 22th, I still have one more assignment (20%) which probably due on the 29th April. Well, its a non-examinable core subject, that's why. With 4 exams, 2 SU-ed, I am actually quite slack! But I still have 2 more 50% report to hand in by 15th. See, the dates are killing me.


Goodluck people. We have gone thro' so many semester and I know each semester gets worse but you get stonger as well. Jia you.

*winks*

Saturday, April 04, 2009

loss

If you read the Straits TImes today, there is a huge section dedicated to personal interviews on how they and their loved one fight for days to live and how eventually, they need to part and how the remaining one managed to cope.

Its really touching to read on how these individuals managed to cope with their beloved death. The process of knowing how many months you are left with is such a torture yet, these brave people managed to pull it thro' and come out of it stronger. Now, I know the true meaning of resilience.

Death is still something very intangible and abstract to me. Its not that I never experience losses thro this cruel means, its still very difficult to utter exactly what it is! The one we cared and loved simply just vanished and dissapeared. Yea, one may say "She is gone in life, but remain alive in your memories" But we are beings who need to grab these tangible things to know we are alive. We need to talk, see and communicate to feel that person. So, perhaps, that's the reason underlying our endless pursuit for tangible rewards and eventually meaningless strings of A's.

We simply want to feel we are living!

Thursday, April 02, 2009

roller coaster ride

Personally, I have been on to a roller coaster ride in Genting. It was my first time and I would think its the last time as well. I dislike the feeling of getting up to the peak slowly, and that put me into a position which I have no control at all. When will I fall? This question seems forever when you are in that cart.

Sadly, life is like a roller coaster ride. For much reasons, I begin to appreciate the beauty of it. So, each time things go wrong, you know you are about to get to the right thing. Also, when things get too right, you know things are about to turn bad. WTH!

I got back my stat's HW 3, and was happy that our hard work paid of. I got back my Cognitive essay and I know we are all disappointed. Then, I opened my email, I got a hall during this summer break, which also means I have a place to stay during my internship. The best part, I got Hall 3! The best-est part, Cy got hall 16. So nice, we are still able to stay near each other!

My stomach really couldnt take the fluctuation of mood and emotion. Felt a lil dizzy. Excitement, contentment, discouragement, happy, .... watever you call it, Welcome to Emo Ride Theme Park.

Wednesday, April 01, 2009

touched~

"I always want to make sure I am predictable so that you can see me in part of your future"
What you all think about this ar...