BF

Good things about having a bf:

1) He buy you Birdnest when exam is approaching

2) He buy you new stuff toy when the old one is dirty

3) He help you proof-read your articles

4) He just stand by you no matter what

Bad things about having a bf:

1) He annoys you by doing things you don't want him to

2) He continue doing it despite you screaming at him

3) He thinks its funny after doing things even though you just screamed at him

4) He gave you the look, "What's wrong?" after doing the annoying thing.

reports....

Its weekend again, and despite the fact that I only went to bed at almost 5am in the morning, I am awake at 930am automatically (biological alarm) to write my report for Cognitive. Hmmm, I have a life. LOL

But actually, I do. I begin to discover more interesting things in Cognitive psych. It may not be easy to study and learn it, which causes many psych students to walk away from it, its really interesting! :) Opps, by saying so, many ppl will start saying Im odd. Bleah~

Anyway, yesterday was my first time to Toa Payoh. Shocked~ So crowded and the even though toa payoh looks a little old and wornn down, I am surprised at what they have over at there. hehe. Btw, I was there for a MCYS talk. Hmmm, can't say much about the talk, but its not very useful. haha

Thro' that talk, I manage to get a chance to ask one of the psych yr 4 about his FYP. Well, he is doing on evo psych, which is interesting but I won't do it. LOL He was studying on baboon and spent like weeks in the zoo, observing them.... intereting hor... LOL Too bad, my participants will be less interesting human beings.


After the talk, went back to JP to meet Cy to watch 12 rounds. Well, its probably the very first few WWE production movie. According to Cy, the movie was not very well-done because the camera was a lil shaky and he felt dizzy. ><" I didnt feel anything actually. I would say the movie was ok, not fantastic. The plot was qite predictable but the most important part is that the actor was not good-looking at all... dissapointed. lol

ok, so its finally weekend, but i gotta meet Meimei and Jy later. Then, will be meeting for stat on sunday. There goes my weekend... SOB

totemo isogashi desu~

It means, very busy. LoL

Have been living day-by-day, trying to catch up and clearing up my to-do-list, meet my project mates especially jiaying every single day, eat and exercise quite a lot.

3 more weeks to exam, but I have not started preparing for anything yet! Its totally unusual for me, as I usually would have done my revision through out the semester and by now, should have been starting on my second time revision. Hmmm... seems like things do change and surprisingly, I allow it to change. Oh, maybe I do not have a choice at all, given the workload. :(

Way to go:

1) Stat hw 3 (in progress)
2) Stat hw 4 (mini quiz)(not started)
3) Stat group project (in progress)
4) Cognitive presentation (in progress)
5) Cognitive formal report (not started)
6) CS essay (not started)
7) Trauma essay (in progress)


Well done and bravo hor.... given only 3 weeks, my progress seems like I have 3 months!!! Totally sucky. :(

faint!

Stat's HW 3 is up.

Totally faint!

update

Hey peepz, I am not closing my blog yet as I could not gather sufficient reasons to do so. Moreover, I think I need a blog to serve as a constant reminder that I have a life and its mine, thus, I can do what ever I want and I have all the control and say in it because it is mine! Its something all of us can pronounce complete ownership and others can only wish to have their say because they can never have theirs in ours. LOL


Just for update, Cy and I joined the 85km bike rally last Sunday. It was once a life time experience, we did not finish the rally because it started pouring in the middle. But the organizer was quite good in maintaining smooth pick-up from the shelters even though, we were already soaked. LOL But, I think we still manage to cycle about 40+ km. It was already tiring enough. I wonder what could possibly happen to my butt and muscle if it didnt rain. :P

Anyway, below are some pictures of us cycling toward the finishing point. I felt so relieved when I see the big FINISH. After the rally, I had one of the most satisfying meal in Carl's Junior. Yummy... :)

sien

I wanted to close this blog the other day when I looked back the the archieve. Perhaps, my life need a new chapter where I can re-new my perspective of life. I think when I am too slack, I start to deviate a lot from my usual goal and forget the initial purpose my life served.


So, what's my priority? That's the question that have been lingering in my mind. Well, I couldn't thought of any answer yet, maybe I was too pre-occupied with a lot of school work which now becomes part of my life. Without doing it, I am sure I will be happier. But if I do not need to do all those work, what should I do then?


There is about 1 more month to exam and after my attachment in May-July, I will be in my final year. Graduating doesn't sound exciting at all. Future seems so vague and reality slowly unfold itself and its really not idealistic at all. And all the while, I thought life can be ideal! :(


I don't know what I want!

sucks~

new environment

Its my first night in my new hall. Its my fifth room in NTU, if I consider all the legal and illegal accomodation lar. LOL But out of the 5, 3 rooms are in Hall 13. Not bad huh, such a fate or coincidence with this hall. Hopefully, they will kindly give me back this hall after the 3 months holidays. Oh, that's provided I meet the cut-off this year. If I do not, I think I will be the first student who do not get hall every year at the first round. sienz~


My new roomie is a year 2 girl from Msia also. But since she is from chinese division and her primary lingual is in chinese, I feel kind stressed talking to her. My spoken chinese used to be quite satisfactory, but I think she use quite a lot of words, which I do not comprehend. Felt so horrible.


Anyway, its gonna be the end of the semester without realizing. Time passed so quickly and work load is still that much, and things are still much unsettled. Hmm... I wonder if I will still be as lucky as past semester. Hopefully... *smile*


2 more presentations, 3 more reports, 1 essay, 2 more stat's assignments to go. Madness

kickboxing

Something I never thought I will be joining but people do change huh? Cy and I enrolled ourselves in kickboxing. The training is really harsh, challenging and fun. :)


Get to know new friends too. Most of the people are foreigners, only 2 Singaporeans and 3 Malaysians. The rest are all exchange students.

I am still suffering from muscle ache from yesterday's training.

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I have not been staying up late at all this semester, mainly because I wanna sleep early to gain all my natural collagen boost, but looks like I have to forgone it for time being thanks to the newly posted stat's homework. :(

I keep clicking, copied, pasted and typed. Then, I started wondering if what I did was correct. According to past history, my answer is most likely wrong. Yet, I kept doing. ><"

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Anyway, there is another news' title which got my attention again just now. One lady from Ipoh was found dead, upon falling off from the 12th floor. What's wrong with these days? I am beginning to believe that the fact that Merlion of struck by lighting indicated some bad signs. I think the Sg government is efficient enough to get the Merlion fixed so that there is no more such news. Its really saddening to keep laying my eyes on such news. That's why I don't like reading newspaper! :(

scary?

The tragedy about the young Indonesian student has not really stopped and there is another incident which occured. This person, so coincidentally also from the same school as that student.

I am not sure if its a copy cat scenario, but it seems possible. Problems piled up and someone who decided to end the problems with some means somewhat gave "courage" to others or provided some new "insight" to problems solving.

really hope that there should be no more such incident. Life is precious.

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Today was swimming meet for the boys. I got sun burnt! I have ugly neck right now. :( But the event went smoothly, so was quite about it. After that, Cy and I went for Sakae Buffet. Gosh, it was only $16 and we calculated, we ate more than $60+ worth of sushis. LOL

After the sakae, we headed back to hall to sleep. Felt so piggy. Thus, we went to run C-route. Haha

things to do...

I pretty amazed at how I have been checking my emails lately. So frequent that I thought I was chating. Well, I am quite irritated by the new application in yahoo where chatting is available. It makes the download of my mails very slow. Oh, now do I realise that Yahoo is very slow in sending out emails. Thinking if I should create a new mail in hotmail/gmail.

My mind seems to be splitted in to several parts, thanks to the number of reports I should be doing. Trauma Psych report, CS group project, Stat's group project, upcoming Stat's homework, Cognitive lab experiment and my other CCA commitment. Hmmm... nothing have really been put to Words or materials, thus, everything is still saved in my memory. Hopefully it doesnt crash, or else I'll faint!

What I need is just TIME, to slowly print out the "thinking" into real visible words. LOL

Anyway, I wonder if I can split myself into several Julyn tmr. Suppose to meet Amos and Ting for psych orientation meeting at 3 till 330. Then, I am also suppose to be meeting Emily to return her her textbook at 330. At the same time, I should be at north refunding someone money from VM at 330. 3 julynS tmr hur... catch her around at 33o. :( *not funny lor*

WSC tmr night, Swimming meet on sat, bike rally briefing on sun. I need to squeeze out more time.

back from home

Came back from home yesterday. Home was as usual, comfortable and relaxing. :) Went for express pedicure for only RM10, now I have nice pink toes. LOL Then, shopped with my younger sister. Well, CNY was only like a month ago and there are some more clothes which I have not worn but I buy somemore. LOL Girls...

Had this very delicious meal with my family at Aunt Fatso restaurant. I really like their Cheese BeeHoon. Very special. :)

Oh, below are two photos of Modo. He has grown longer and naughtier. Fours months old already, and he likes to bite. We need to slap him each time he attempts to bite us. And, he got very excited when he sees cloths. He run with it like crazy, super fast. :)

Crazy Modo with my sis.

Need to use a lot of strength to tie him town.

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Today is the first day of school and there is this big news. A final year student stabbed his prof and commited suicide. Its quite a big hoo-haa in school. Everyone seems to know about it. The news spread pretty fast. I was shocked when I first heard it from stephie. Never really give a deep thought about it at that moment. But right now, when I think again, this person must have been really stressed and in the end, for what ever reason, he decided to do it. Its not an easy decision, yet, he couragely did it. Not trying to admire his bravery, just feel very a lot feared by what one can do when one feels the world is against him and he decides to turn inward.

The prof survived the stabs but he unfortunately died. I was hoping that he will stay alive. At least, his family will stand with him. Haizz... sad.