Update~

Its Sunday AGAIN. Week after week, and I am so sick of the routine life, each morning I open my eyes, its the same again, the books and readings. Even if you are my regular blog-reader, I am sure you are sick of my complaints about it. LOL Luckily, life isn't that grey yet, thanks to Cy and MANICs that are around with me. MANICs are the those I see most now in classes. At least, they make my days! :)

I miss home, swimming, DOTA, shopping, and watching movie. In short, I miss leisure~ ><" In fact, I am missing Cy now. LOL He is in Penang currently for his brother's wedding and will back in NTU tmr morning. Looks like he is going to be 10timeXX more tired than me. LOL 10 hours of bus ride le.. mai siao siao.

Randomly, I am gonna talk about the lunch with Qi and CheeHui. CheeHui is actually a graduate student la, that Qi and I worked together with. She is so nice le. Treated us lunch at Ichiban to thank us for our help. Muahaha... I can't believe we ate lunch for almost 3 hours. ><" But it was great. Discovered new tasty dish in Ichiban. Yay, next week I shall bring Cy there to try it! LOL

"You must eat rice ar...!!! or not I call ur ah ma and tell her" So dotz la this Dino. He keep asking me to eat. I ate fried kuey teow for dinner. Then he niao me for not eating rice. ><" Crazy. Forced me to eat supper with him somemore. *faint* More kua zhang-ly, he even showed me some anorexic's video from youtube. Is he crazy? I eat regularly every day. Yes, I admit it might not be a lot, I avoid fried food (eg, fries, wings, pork, etc etc) but I still eat healthily. *sigh* He must have gotten the anorexia term wrongly. Those anorexic patients DON"T EAT AT ALL and I eat 2 meals a day + chocolates, sweet and fruits and he categorize me with them. However, maybe its the stress or I heighten my activity level by crying or the weighing machine spoilt. I lose another 500g. LOL *faint* (should I mention my weight as well? I think better not, paiseh )

Alright, I come online to blog to avoid my txtbook, but now as I turning to my back, I saw it chasing right behind waving at me and say "Eh, come back here, and read me! Dun run so fast, I will follow you wherever you go" LOL

Oh on the second thought, maybe I loose weight because I keep running away from my txt book. Muahahaha

CHAUZ

What would I do...

I dosed off on my bed yesterday night. I got shock when I woke up this morning, the sun shines so brightly into my room! GOSH, I tot I was late for meeting which will be 930. And the problem is I usually need 45 minutes to prepare. Luckily my circadian clock works in miracle and woke me up at 825am. Wow.. so impressed le! The feeling was much fresher than if I am waken up by the irritating alarm... Hmmm perhaps I should change to biological clock... LOL

Oh, that's not wat I wanted to blog about. Met up with Qi and Xian for group meeting, only then Xian told be that SS (her bf) fell down while playing b-ball the day before. He felt dizzy in the morning and vomited as well (Xian, 2008). Then, he went to ANE. Wow...scary hor. I wish he is fine now. Xian asked what would I do if I am her... Hmmm I think Cy is in that position, I wouldn't be that calm to still attend lesson le. Most likely, I will chiong to the hospital start crying, then start scolding him for playing b-ball. I would also ban him from b-ball too! LOL So kua Zhang...

But that question keeps lingering in my thoughts. Worrying what would happen to him when he is not around with me. *scary* T_T

I know I'm being paranoid! but still... :P

Dino,
Can you please always be careful and take care of yourself ? :)

:(

This is my 200th post but though I have some interesting things to blog about, I have no mood though.

I miss home!

I dunno why I feel this also since the last time I went back was like last weekend! Each word I read from disgusting biopsych book, the more I feel my lungs are rejecting the air. Breathing is suppose to be something passive right. Why did I feel as though it an active process? I wanted to put the books aside and have some relaxing activity or just go and sleep but I am just not tired!

A cup of coffee in the morning and a cup of tea at dinner becomes a regular routine. Not only does my drinking habit becoming a routine, even my life itself has slowly turning in to one! HELP! I want my life back! *throw all the notes and books away*

I wanna go home!!!

T_T

The little devil

I received exam goodie from hall the other day. Nothing unusual given though, MAXIM magazine, NeWater, some vouchers for hair saloon and a packet of maggi mee. Why did they give these useless stuff har? I was expecting some high-lighter (which I need badly) or maybe pens. *dissapointed*

I threw everthing away except for the mee of course and I put it on my table! Then, I think its my biggest mistake to leave it there! It keeps tempting me to eat it! :(

Yesterday, while I was reading my textbook, I felt so hungry then a devilish thought came to my mind. But I resisted the temptation! Muahaha... I follow strictly to my "NO SUPPER" policy!

When I woke up this morning, I was again super hungry during the waiting hours till its 1230pm for brunch with Jieyang. Hah! I won again this time! Stupid devil mee! ><"

Just now, Cy jogged over to my hall and his arrival was surprising! LOL No wonder I keep "OI-ing" at him in the msn and there were no reply! I was happy and then I think I loose self-control! In the end, the devilish mee is now in my stomach! :(

Moral of the story: Never take goodie bag! LOL

Guess Guess Guess~

Recently, I watch one episode from the Taiwanese entertainment show, Guess Guess Guess. This time round, they ask 5 girls with real big boobs, E cups! to come up and let us guess who is an excellent students! No idea who came up with the idea, and no doubt the entire show was indeed funny! The Wu Zhong Xian with Aya super have chemistry and make me and Cy laugh until stomach ache! But come to think about it, why's with the question right, its like, why big boobs girls can't be smart and be an excellent student! ><"

The girls also one thing, come to the show and then start sharing their experiences, both good and bad having big boobs! Hmmm, commonly, all said that their friends especially guy friends gave them nickname such as 'nai mei'. Hilarious hor! Then, one said that she is commonly molested le! Man, how can she say that???? ><" More funny is, one shared her experience of losing balance due to her E cup size boobs! LOL

Hmmm, in fact, there is one girl who was actually flat when at the beginning of her puberty, even the sale assistant said she don't need a bra. Her mom was worried upon hearing that, so started feeding her every morning with papaya milk! haha... Apparently, it works le!!! But I think its too late for most of us ba, since we are too old. LOL

Sunday~

Went to City Harvest today with Cy for Good Friday celebration. Wow, the drama performed was seriously damn amazing. I am sure they put lots of effort in practising and making sure everything is syncronized correctly. So impressed~

Picture koped from Jane's blog. I did take any photo... perhaps I was too into the play. See the props they used, was totally so realistic!

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Came back to 13 after dinner with Cy, I cleaned my room like a maid sial! Wiped, Mopped, swept and did laundry. So impressed by my own diligence! Muahahaa... then, I discover that my roomie keeps 2 fishes as pet! wow, interesting hor... but the scary part it, she some what of "played" or "interacted" with her pet. She clapped while looking at them. *shocked* I swallowed my saliva quietly and went back to my report. muahahaa

alright, nothing much to update. I am stressed a lil after reading Ting's blog. Why wanna remind me that the final is only 3 weeks away! I OUGHT TO START PREPARING NOW!!!!

*weak smile*

Back Home!

Happy Birthday Pa!

Something I made for him..

It's my dad's birthday today! So, I went home last Thursday to celebrate it with him! Hmm.. The traffic back home was seriously horrible. I can see the long queue of many many many lorries! Man, they are just not moving at all. Then, the some of the drivers just come down to chit chat and smoke. Haha.. Kua Zhang! Hopefully the police can catch Mas Selamat asap b4 the lorry drivers start protesting! :D

Alright, back to my dad's bd. We went Wok and Pan and had cakes from Nadeje. That was not the initial plan though. We were suppose to have crab but my dad got high blood pressure! Sad hor, he used to be very fit and healthy. This remind me of XS's newest post. Yes, indeed, I wish that time could slow down a lil, its moving too quickly that we are taking too many many things for granted! :X

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Being home for less than 48 hours and I am back now in NTU! Muahaha.. Its Sat night, so I was not in the mood to start anything.. hehe Cy and I went JP for movie! We wanted to watch either The leap years or Spiderwick Chronicle but none were available.. ><"" In the end, we met Jane and yes, we watched the same movie! haha... Rule #1

Its scary but then errr I still insist the best horror movie is Thailand production. :)

Happy Belated Birthday JANE~

The photos were taken last Sat, for full post on it, refer to Jane's blog ya haha... Won't say much about it because I am having my chinese quiz tmr!

Malaccan girls

All girls that were there

Malaccans

Everyone...

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I slept at 4 am today after editing my report for Cognitive psych for I think the fourth time? Hmmm.. yet, its not finalized yet! ><" And guess what, I woke up at 12pm++ OMG!!

didnt get to do much today, and I am heading home tmr, its a temporary run-away! But I know when I return, the mountain of work will increase!!

T_T

I concluded that chinese is a totally confusing language! Look at the above character, they look like they are mirror image to one another but actually they are totally and completely different!!!!! arghhh

*pull hair*

Thank you Dino~

I was so stress since Monday, the very first day of the week, and it makes me feel like I need to start up my engine and start working like a desk-bound robot! :(

And as I was preparing for my presentation in Cy's room just before the tutorial at 230, I started weeping! Then, I just wiped my tears away and left for the tutorial!

Luckily the presentation turned out to be great! Our tutor liked our presentation and said we were very comprehensive. At least, I feel the time spent on it and putting aside my readings was worth it!

After the entire hectic Monday classes, I kinda forgotten about the stress issue in me! I was happy in fact that the presentation went well. But I think I made Cy worried about me! hahaha

During dinner time, he came with many plastic bags in his hands! muahaha

He brought:

1) Shillin's scallop mee sua

2) Mango with pulut rice

3) Pei pa Koa for my throat

4) Soluble vitamic C for my running nose

5) A pair of ear ring!

Muahaha...

~Thank you very much DINO~

Monster Q(Xian, 2008)

wluek~ says: very ma fan le
wluek~ says: arghh i hate monster Q too

l X l says:see
l X l says: told u
l X l says: she's monster

That's what happened when she ask us to do so much and gives us with so little credits! 6% for a research proposal, 4% for presentation, 10% for journal article presentation! Not only that she is so stingy in giving marks, she makes our live more difficult by imposing all the crazy rules. No more than 6 pages or else minus 1 point for each extra page! OMG!! She is driving us crazy!!!!

Ok... I better off to take my nap. I don't want to continue ruining my Sunday. :)

Oh ya, the irritating weather is another monster. It has been raining without fail again in SIngapore. I miss the SUN... :(

Happy birthday Jane!

Its 12am, 16th of March... Happy Birthday JANE!!! My friend for a more than a decade. :)

I wish you all the best in your future undertakings,

wish you to have your life lived to the fullest every single day,

always being happy with GL,

and always always always be fit ya!!!

hehehe

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Recently, almost every Malaysian including Singaporeans and even other people who cares about the arena in the politics have been talking a lot about the recent political issue in Malaysia. Well, I know it’s a big thing, that the opposition party had secure many seats in the Parliament as well as winning a total of 4 states. This impacts not only the politic but also economy of the nation. There are people who are over-joy about the changes that had never happened before. People sees it as a good start, which Malaysians are really standing up for themselves and for once brave enough to vote for their voice. They claimed with the decrease in seats secured by the BN, now we have balance in power.

We are happy though to see balance in power but is that change really good? It’s a change and it’s a fixed fact at least for now until 4 years later, but we will never know the direction of the change. Changing to be better or worse is still a question. Before anything amendment could be done, what’s posted in the newspaper was some protest shown by some people (you know who if u read the paper) in the Penang state.

When many are so excited about the major change in our country, I stood quietly and listening to many critical opinions from others because to me its not equity that matters, its peace. What’s most important is a good change not just mere a change. J Let’s cross our finger so that what most of us are happy about will turn out to be truly a positive change.

Imperfections

We are beings,
that are socially dependant,
that are culturally shaped,
that are morally scarce,
that are biologically perfect,
but are also innately imperfect.

That is why we form relationships,
we follow the culturally pre-determined norms
we conform to societal expectations
that we neglect most important value in us
We lie, hide and live in darkness,
chasing the so-called dreams in our material world

However, we never fail to learn,
We learn to appreciate when we lose something
We learn to help when we needed help
We learn to respect when someone else belittles us
We learn to forgive when someone else were angry at us
We learn to be humble when someone else showed arrogance at us,
but we being too imperfect because we learn fast and forget quickly as well.

Super DRAMA!!!

I just went through a super drama of hours!! Super distressing and taumatizing but everything ended happy! :)

It began when Cy and I just finished eating our dinner. As we walked away from the food court (ah fang) about 100m, I realised that my HP is not with me anymore. Very quickly, we both ran towards the table. As I was running, I thought the HP will still be there since we are only away like in less than 5 minutes time! To our horror, my hp is no where to be found. Oh My Gosh.. I panicked and Cy went around to ask if anyone saw it. The answer is NO!

Cy noticed a CCTV near our table thus, request to view. However, the shop people disallow us to do so. One girl at one table suggested that we should logde a police report and there is no use calling them over there. They said that we have to go there ourselve. So, we took a cab and went to Jurong police station. As usual, I cried all the way, in the food court, in the cab, until the police station... ><""

We went back to the food court and then called the police once more. I really hope that we can view the CCTV on the spot to catch the person! 30 minutes later, police arrived and I know, we were the in centre on attention! Then, an aunty came and tell me to look at the dustbin and the grass area. Hmm In my thought, I feel its her already!!!

However, our searchings were to no avail. When the police went off, I thought I loose hope!. sad!

Suddenly, Cy's hp rang and its calling from my HP!! OMG.... The person on the phone said she wants to pass us back the HP but was afraid of the police. So, she say she wants to pass it back to us away from the foodcourt. She asked us to go back to NTU and wait for her call. So many thoughts ran thro' my mind. Will it be dangerous? Will the aunty awaits us with other people?

The aunty finally called again and asked us to wait for her at the bus stop near Hall 5. When we reached there, there was no aunty but only a van. Oh gosh.. Haha But luckily as we go nearer, its only an aunty who came down! She said her friend took it and was so scared upon hearing that we reported police and there might be evidence from the records of CCTV, thus asking her to return it back to us! She said she hid it at the dustbin and we didn't find it!

Whatever it is, I found back my phone and I thanked her for it. So, in the end, we cancelled the police report because I don't want to cause any trouble.No matter what, it was still due to my own carelessness that the HP was gone. It was my own mistake that cause an opportunity for her to take it. It must have been so distressing for her too. Wahaha

Okie.. Julyn is a happy girl and thank Dino for being so supportive throughout the entire precess. I am so mentally drained. :)

ZZzzzz

Its weekend again.

School had officially started for one week already and again, its weekend! :) Its time to pay my sleep debt that had accumulated since Monday due to the overloading tasks from preparing presentations and reports!

I am happy that Q agreed on my research proposal idea! :) Yay... However, I always doubt whatever she say because she always say for the sake of saying and ask for the sake of asking! ><" Long story of why I feel this, but its true! Hence, I didn't delete her email, hah!! So that can become evidence next time if she suddenly lost memory and say my topic as irrelevant! Ok. I begin to feel myself being such a paranoid!

My days have been filled with projects meetings and preparation till 3am almost every night. Now that even my Sunday got invaded by meetings!! Hopefully all this will end as soon as possible!

I can't wait for the holiday to come for more slackings and relaxings stuff to do! Wahaha I am so afraid that the piled up sleepless night will make me age and wrinkle fast! I am only 21 turning 22 this year! haizzz