evil evil evil

I need to admit that I am super addicted to tidbits and junks! Its a bad sign! I know I need to stop eating those chocolates, biscuits, sweets, ice creams and malay kuih, yet the temptation is so overwhelming. You may think I must be kidding. But its really so serious that I am constantly thinking of eating them! Gosh, did I jogged pass a hungry ghost recently or what... felt like I am so out of control! Sucks...

I guess the only way out is to not to walk pass Mr Bean, which is most likely when my tuition ends this Sunday, then I wun need to pass the one in Chinese Garden MRT (sucks... guess what, I have 2 soya+carrot juice in my fridge right now) and to finish up my ferrero and crispy choc asap. And then I shall declare NO NO to grocery shopping with Cy. :(

Argh... *frustrated*

Attended a lecture on eating disorder just now during HP314, I begin to wonder how was it like to be one of them. I think its difficult for us, a bystander to judge if they are crazy. As R has said, they are in control of their weight and health. Its their lives. Why should we be bothered to "help" when in fact, they view the "help" given as unnecessary. Moreover, if they do not regard those forced feeding during hospitalization as help, we are actually "torturing" them. hmmm... If I have the chance to meet these patients, it will be interesting.. definitely.

One scary thought came to my mind, if I meet them by chance, will I envy them?

I shall keep a report on the junks I eat each day here. So, I shall see if I improve over the daysss (how long will I need to get off the addiction? )

Day 1 (30 Sept):

1) 1 ferrero
2) 1 Crispy chocolate
3) 1 vanilla cone from McDonald
4) Yogurt, mixed berry
5) Half cup of soya+carrot juice from Mr Bean
6) 4 pieces of Tiger biscuits
7) 3 mint sweets


I AM SICK! *cry*

Summary of term break

Alright, it has finally come to an end. No more holidy for this semester before the final! The past one week break was meant to help us to catch up with the delayed and piled up works and to-do-list. Meant to but does not equal to accomplishment of everything in the list though. But I did tried my best and at the same time did not waste it away just by doing work. Yep. Had fun at the same time too cause its HOLIDAY what.. can't blame.. :)

Went home and ate a lot!

Went KL and ate a lot. (I had 2 mcFlurry in that one day trip! Gosh~ )

Came back Sg and ate a lot also. Just went Ashton yesterday at JE for dinner and watched F1! OMG... the race was interesting and so many dramas happened. The crashes and accidents were scary! Technical mistakes that cost the leading car to end up in the last few position. Alonso who started last in the race became the winner. One word, superb! :)

Okie... after one week of binge eating and no swimming at all....

I GAINED 1 KG!!!!!!!!!!!!

*faint*

happy

Yay... I finally completed my first draft for HP 314 report! I re-write the entire 6 pages just now because I find the 4 pages I wrote last week quite lousy and not coherent enough! Anyway, I am super happy I completed it in 5 hours time! Yay... its time to stop reading journal articles of aggression and peer rejections... so irritated everyday when I am stucked at not completing it and the recess is going to be over real soon. The bad news is, i havent typed the references! Maybe I should leave that until all mid term is over. Or else, I will be drown by the seas of dots and commas. hehe

Tmr will be my second last session of tuition before my tutee sits for her PSLE. Well, the last session of tuition will be next Friday which means i wun be seeing her anymore unless she wants me to continue with her during sec 1. 2 months of tuition ends so quickly~ But at least I did get 2 months pay as my holiday fund! :P Most likely, Cy and I will re-visit Penang end of the year. I miss the chendol and hokkien mee so much! *hungry*

WSC picnic~

It was my second time visit to Singapore botanical garden. Hmm in fact, I couldn't remember i have been there once during my first year in NTU. That time, I was a confused and blur freshie~ LOL anyway, I went there again last wednesday for picnic! Haha.. its so inaccessible but picnic was fun~

Lot's of food. Too much actually for 7 people! In the end, we had to play games and forfeit those who lose to eat! Felt so stupid to eat so much before we started to realise we have so much left in the end! :)

Anyway, its weird to have my fourth birthday cake a month later! My bd was like so long already!

Shared the cake with Shaun


everyone who were there.

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I spent more than 3 hours today travelling! Spent $7 for the travelling fee! :( Qi and I went to Hougang to visit the AWWA centre. We were suppose to meet JieYang and discuss the adhoc project with the person in charge. In the end, Qi and I were late and we just attended the discussion for less than 20 minutes!! *faint*

Oh, i need to cut down on my urge for high sugar content food. I have no idea why am I so addicted to ice cream, chocolates and cookies lately. Gosh, I need to STOP! *help*

Term break...

Term break started last friday. Immediately after tuition, I came back to NTU and DOTA. LOL First thing to do during holiday is play. wth. Then, Cy and I went for midnight movie with Daniel and Qi at JP. We watched 4bia. Its a thai horror movie. Well, it was scary but when it ended, I realise the plot wasnt that nice actually! But we did scare ourselves. LOL

After some snack at the HK cafe at JP, we reach hall at almost 4. So, we didnt plan to sleep since, I will have to meet Jane and GL at 630! Super early~ Hehe...

Our bus was at 8am. Reached home at around noon ba. Home was as usual, cozy and comfortable~ Yay, I resumed catching up with my TVB drama series. Managed to complete 2 sets! Keng hor... :P

Mum and I did some kuih for the family. Nice le... *yummy*.

On tuesday, Cy and I drove up to KL. A day trip to the city. LOL We went shopping at Mid Valley before meeting Ivy and the rest at the Curve. Lunch was at Manhanttan Fishmarket. Well, we were actually quite dissapointed with the food. The fish was not fresh, and the set were not served to veg! *annoyed* LOL



My fish and chip

Cy's meal. Some herd fish thingy.

After shopping, we finally wanna leave mid valley and go to Curve. Gosh, we were stuck in the jam for 1 and a half hours! Arghh, that's why I dislike KL. :P Prefer MRT... haha

See, nothing to do in the car. So, took some pic! :P

Went for dinner with Ivy, XS, hui, Jolene, Jo neil, June and rena. :) Its fun meeting them up. Everyone is working already. And I feel so childish when I tell them I still have quizzes, presentation, meetings.. bleah~

Dinner was super good at Bubba Gum Shrimp.

Mine. Cajun prawn. The prawns were super super fresh!

Cy's. his was yummy too! Most importantly, you will never get this dish for that price in Sg. Cheap cheap cheap~ LOL

Ivy's burger.

Jolene's salad. Huge hor!

Everyone...

Yep, that's the end of my term break even though to be exact, there are another 4 days to go before school resume officially. But, there should be no playing! Instead, I need to catch up with readings, revision, preparations for tests and presentations, and also tuition! PSLE is next month! *hope that my tutee can do well* Haizz

Tagged

1) What are your goals/dreams?

♥ I want to be happy always.
♥ Have the freedom and money to fund my livings... I need facials, travels, more jap food, :)



2. The most happiest thing in your life?

♥ To have a great family, loving bf, fun friends.


3. Favorite colour?

♥ I like white, pink and black. :P Black makes people look slimmer, white makes people look brighter, pink makes people look sweeter. LOL


4. What would you do if u have a million dollars?

♥ Keep some for future of course
♥ Buy something for each of my family member and myself
♥ Buy ticket now and fly to hawaii. :P


5. Where do you wish to go the most? Why?

♥ Now? Hmm I wanna go an island. Any island. Redang, Perhentian, or Krabi. I just miss the under water world.


6. What is your weakness that you can't stand the most?

♥ High expectations? But its not really a weakness actually.. LOL

7. What will you do if you face something sad?

♥ Cry
♥ Eat A LOT of chocolates and ice cream (I do this too when Im happy)
♥ Sleep cause tired of crying.


8. Most afraid to lose..?
♥ My loved ones.


9. What is the practical target within this 5 years?

♥ Graduate from NTU.
♥ Going some where for graduation trip with my fellow friends...
♥ Resume studying again. LOL


10. Ask yourself, do you like yourself?

♥ Yes, of course!


11. What's your favourite song?

♥ None


12.What weird things that you wish to happen?

♥ I got choosen to receive a blank cheque. :P


13.What age do you wish to live until?

♥ I am not sure. Its a tricky question. I still can't forsee though but I dun like or dun wish to see the my wrinkled self. *cry*


14. You Hate which type of people the most?
♥ Weirdos


15. Are you satisfied with your life?
♥ Of course.


16. What do you wish to do the most now?
♥ Playy DOTA and wish that my tuition later will be cancelled. LOL
♥ Indulge in ice cream.. which I can't right now due to the bad cough and flu! :(


17. What do you think will make you think that the human nature is dark?

♥ Human being are born sinner. That's nature. I just cheated in my pop quiz just now. What do you expect? We didnt want to until someone in front started opening her textbook. Guess what... JY said, "all you need is to wait for someone to start". See... we have the tendency to be bad. :P But of course, our nature of behaviour can never be a good justification for what ever we sin.


18. If you are in deepest depression, who will you look for?

♥ My mom. I know she will most likely laugh or scold me for getting into the trouble. But I like the scolding. Scolding brings me back to reality. What's depression? Its where you dig your own grave! Cy will bury himself with me. So, its not a good idea! LOL


19. A present that you wish to get from your lover.

♥ Hmm, its hard to think of one. anything lar... sometimes he knows what I need better than myself. :P


20. Who do you miss the most now?

♥ My family.

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I will be going back to MLK tmr morning. Happy that it's finally the term break. (one week only though). But this one week holiday was not meant to be a holiday, its time for us to catch up! The semester is half way through, but I feel as though it had just started! *blink* Will be back in NTU next Wednesday and during then, I have lotsa lotsa stuff to do!

Group meeting on WED at bugis
WSC potluck on WED at botanical garden

Study for STAT and Comm Studies

Read more articles and complete individual report for 314

Fix a day for data entry with Qi

T_T

Tagged

I'm bored...

I am so looking forward to get home this saturday! So fast, 7 weeks have past. I remember I was exactly sitting down here blogging and whining about the end of the 3 months holidays and the beginning of new semester. Yes, now that the new semester is also turning old very quickly, I begin that time waits for no one! Haiz... how I wish it can slow down just a little, so that I can have more time to do more things...

Japanese has become more and more cheem. Second thoughts on whether it was wise to take it in the first place. But the lesson was fun especially when you have friends in the class. The sensei was fun also. She always got many many planned activities so that we can learn better. :) But, i am just too lousy at the numbering system... felt so lost today when we learn how to tell time in Japanese! :P

Mr Bean was still another issue not resolved. It is still ever so tempting. Every time Qi, Steph and I will get something from there! Resolution of the week: No Mr bean this week! :)

Oh, I am so happy that I finally started to write my 25% report for HP314. The title is to what extent are aggressive children rejected by their peers?. Hmmm After writing it for 2 days, about 5 hours spent on both days, I only managed to write 4 pages! Man... what else can I type to make it 6 pages! *headache* Oh, I didnt realise it was like 5 hours average for 4 pages. Means i need to spend another 5 hours for another 2 pages. I havent typed the references, this will take about 2 hours. Checking somemore. In total, I will need to spend about 20 hours on this report. Not bad arr.. LOL

Prof R showed an interesting video on gaming addiction. So many scenes on DOTA. LOL Cy and I still play almost everyday. Its like so addictive! Hehehe.... But dun worry, I wun neglect my personal hygiene and other more important stuff just to play ok... :P Even though I usually bathe very much later during midnight because of DOTA! LOL

Okies... much of expression of boredom... I need to continue my report. Hopefully I can complete my first draft before I go home this Sat~ :)

6 years and 2 months~

6 years is definitely not short. Its neither that long compared to how long the journey called life can be. People always say time flies and life is short. So, if the decades of life is considered short, I must say our relationship of 6 years is very short.

Nevertheless, there are many ups and downs.. People who know us 6 years ago surely know everything was not easy at all. :)

Besides the growth in the domain of trust, love and care... I think we change significantly in our physical look. (p< .0000000000001) hahaha

This photo was taken exactly 6 years ago. when we were still in sec 4. We look young? LOL

This was taken some where last year. :)

Mid autumn festival~

Its my third time celebrating mid autumn in NTU. Back in malacca, it was not a very special celebration though because all I did was eating mooncakes. And I was not a big fan of mooncake either. LOL. However, when I was much younger, walking around my neighborhood with latern was quite exciting! :P I remember having a huge ninja turtle (I was quite tom boy when I was young) lantern when I was about 5 or 6 years of age. That lantern was one of my favourite and it was almost 1/3 my height that time. :)

Now, I love mooncakes! :) I tried the one with yolk and discover that its actually quite yummy! I have yet collected my swensen ice cream moon cake... but soon... very soon! Hehehe... *cough* sucks.. I am still coughing actually... argh~

Anyway today NTU had their annual mid autmn festiva celebration at Yunnan Garden.

Cy and I with my lantern... he refused to carry one.. ego~ LOL

the crowd at the stage. There were a lot a lot of people! Many stations of games too. :)

we were at this booth where we can write down our wishes and tie them to the strings hang over the branches. :)

The wishing tree. :P My friend asked why I hang so low, and should hang it higher mar, then it will come true. Then I replied, "hang lower better, easier to come true." :P

after walking back from yunnan garden, i ate mooncakes... man! I have been eating a lot! need to exercise more!!! Jog.... swim.... jog.... swim.... eat~ *faint*

I'm sick...

cough

headache

giddy

T_T

happy birthday to myself again..~

Yep, there goes my third time of birthday celebration. This time, its with my beloved Manics~ Thanks girls for celebration, and xian and Jy didnt manage to come as they were sick! Hmmm bad weather in Singapore I guess. I am coughing badly also! Arghh irritating cough! T_T

My third cake. It is actually for both me and ting! :) Happy birthday once again ya! :)

I think the girls really insisted on jap food le. Is it because of my extreme favourtism on it?! LOL Last year was also in Ichiban! Bleah...Anyway, the food was good and the company was great!

Cy came later with flower. *surprised*

all the girls... :) thanks again!

Oh, not to forget also.. the pressie.. hahaha! I love the mascara! My finishing soon! Yay... this mascara is super good.. my eye lash look extra long and pretty! :)

weekend...

Last Friday was scary... Japanese spelling test and Communication Studies pop quiz. Well, pop quiz means unannounced quiz! Luckily, we some sort of predicted it and did some preparation! Heng... LOL After lessons, I rushed for tuition. Yay! I finally received my first pay from tuitions! Though its not a lot after deductions from the agency, I feel so happy! LOL... Did not do any readings as it was friday night, so Cy and I dota-ed! yay, its been a while since we last won! :) *grins*

Saturday also was spent not-studying! Woke up already its 12 plus! LOL Waited for Cy's parents arrival for lunch! Hehe... Brought them to CHC then back to school to visit. Its weird to have the entire day sunny in Singapore... When I see the sun, I think of swimming again! Argh...

Okay, now that its Sunday, the last day of my weekend I shall start catching up! Another spelling test on tuesday for japanese. I must say its not easy, new set of alphabets, new vocabulary, new style of phrases.... learning new language is seriously very difficult! Alright, back to books! :)

Oh, my craving for Mr. Bean hasn't come to an end! Arghh Mr Bean...

wsc foc

Last Saturday was the day which I walked for more than 12 hours non-stop! Heng, my muscle did not ache! :D Maybe its because I have been jogging for the past weeks. No time for swimming as the weather is really bad! It has been raining in Singapore everyday without fail! Plus, hall 13 is really far from SRC... :P

Okie, back to the FOC. It was a one day event for the new volunteers to get to know their seniors which is us lar.. LOL It was quite fun except the fact that we lost in the food hunt race!!! So sucky as we were so close into winning SAKAE voucher!!! *still feel so annoyed!*

Anyway, below are some pictures.. as you can see my hair was messy! I hate this shoulder length, not long not short! So hard to maintain.... but I intend to keep it long again... so I shall just bear with the bad hair for a while~ :)

tang yuan in chinatown..

the dominating MANIC in block E... LOL

esplanade~

then when it ended like about 3 plus, I went to meet Cy at raffles place before meeting his brother for dinner at Annalaksmi at 7. Since his brother is here to visit, we brought him and his wife around Chinatown.. from there, we walked to Clarke Quay... *tired!*

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Little updates:

Nothing much in fact, just that I crazily took up so many CCA, now rethinking if I can cope.. but should be oklar... volunteer for youth, volunteer management and JCRC sub-comm... I must be mad~ :P

I miss swimming and Jane, I hope i can make it this sunday!! Provided, the weather permits~ :)

I turned 22~

As I stepped into young adulthood, birthday doesn't feel so exciting anymore! I could picture myself in years to come, birthdays getting more and more ordinary and it serve as a reminder that Im aging and time is running short! Yes, its quite depressing but its true! When people turn old, especially in their mid adulthood, they no longer think in terms of how long they have lived, instead how long more they can actually live! *scary*

That's actually not my concern! I am only 22! Haha... I shall enjoy my beautiful undergraduate life... *smilez*

Below is my second birthday cake (first was with my family). Its chocolate banana from Secret recipe! Its super huge, and even a small slice is crazily big! :) When the clock struck 12 and I was already asleep, Cy along with Qi, Daniel and Ahgong came over to surprise me with the cake! So nice of them... especially Daniel as he stays quite a distant away~ Thanks a lot peepz...

Yep, that's cy with the cake, and me on the bed fast asleep!!

Ok.. I look horrible with hairband, but what u expect right! I was asleep!! :P

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Following day, we went Kuishinbo for Japanese Buffet! Personally, i declare that its the Dinner of the year!!! :)

My fav! I think I had like 3 rounds of sashimis!!

Snow crab, i didnt really enjoy it... but I think Cy did~ :)

The variety of unagi, tempura prawns, yakitori....

Yes, the best came last! I was totally amazed by the dessert! Ice creams, puffs, pastries, donuts, fondue, tarts, .... *faint*

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Oh, i think most of you wanna know most is what he get for me as present right! LOL... He got me a nike bag and a birkenstock! :)